(DISCONTINUED) Fearful (FNAF AU Jeremy X Mike)

Chapter 8: I hate the color magenta

(MENTIONS A TRAGIC DEATH! MAY TRIGGER THE DEPRESSED OR ONE WHO AS LOST A LOVED ONE! Okay, so now for a sad chapter, YIPEE! THX TO: Mocha_KittyXx she helped me with this chapter a bit. puffy, not a lot at all :)

**Mike's POV****

I hate the color magenta, it's the color that always occurs in bad events. It, follows me. It's as if it's out to ruin me. Yet it's the color of a room in my house, a room that I hate yet love.

The room was pretty girly, it had baby pink lace curtains on the window that were always - and will always be - closed. There was a white vanity with various makeup things and other random stuff.The bed was queen sized with various pink-based designs on them, some polka dotted, some with lines, and some with just random designs. I fell onto the bed messing it up and having a mess off stuffed animals and pillows fall on me, don't even get me started on those.

Still face down on the bed, I felt for a certain stuffed animal, I felt its stitching and knew it was the right one. I grabbed for it while I sat up, I was practically suffocating. I looked at the familiar lavender kitty and started to tear up as I closed my eyes and felt all off its features. The inside of it ears were made out of baby pink quilt like material just like her paws. Her muzzle and stomach was made out of a fluffy material the same color as the quilt material. I then breathed in the scent of the room, the scent of lavender, the scent of her. I opened up my eyes and looked down to see the big eyes kitty, she had one emerald green eye, like Jeremy's eyes, and one icy blue eye, like hers.

The tears started to spill, as my emotions cry out, and I try to wipe them away, shoo them away, but to no avail. They won't stop falling no matter how much I don't want them to. My chest starts to hurt as my emotions start to crash into each other. Emotions and tears idle things that hurt you more than they help, their pesky.

I cast the stupid fluffed cat aside onto the now messed up bed. I walk out and travel to my own room. I walk into my room and walk up to my night desk. Next to my lamp is a small box with red splatters and a picture of me with a girl, that's 'her'. Her actual name was Lilac and she always smelt like lavender. Lilac had layered black hair that barely touched her butt (STAHP). She always moved her fringes to the side so it created a windswept look, and oh. Can't forget the breath taker, her eyes. They were a pure icey blue that before I met her, I didn't think could exist for eye colors. In the picture they were glistening like ice sometimes reflects the sun. But, I remember the last time I saw those eyes alive.

*********Flashback TRIGGER WARNING**********

I had got back from a tiring day at work, it was the fifth night and the furry fuckers were being extra bitchy.

I called out "Lilac! I'm home!" No answer.

I went into the living room and she wasn't there. 'Strange' I thought. Then I chuckled to myself, maybe she was trying to surprise me. I went into her room, she was absent, not a stuffed animal out of place. At this point, I was worrying, I checked every single room screaming out her name in desperation, grasping for a clue to where she was. Until I got to my room, I inhaled then exhaled and sadly, I opened the door.

Their she was, my precious flower with a bloody knife in hand, her shirt was stained with red and the glint in her eyes were fading. I ran over to her and held her in my arms.

"Why?" I said weakly, trying to understand.

She reached out her cold hand to my face and said " I c-couldn't t-take it anymore,"

"Bu-" tears were pooring out of my eyes as she weakly interrupted me.

" M-mike, before I-I d-die," She reached out for a small blue box not even bothering to open it.

"W-will you m-marry m-me?" She weakly spat out.

All I could do was slightly nod. She gave me the smallest smile right before her ice full of life eyes turned dull and lifeless.

I just sat there as the tears silently spilled.

********End of flasback*********

I started to get mad and I roughly grabbed the small box and threw it at the wall. I was getting madder and madder by the second as I rushed to the bathroom. I slammed open the mirror cabinet and grabbed a pill case. I shook out one of the pills out of the container and ate it straight. I then threw the pills into the bathtub and slowly slid down the wall.

Once I hit the floor I put my hands over my face and sobbed hoping that nothing would happen to jeremy. I don't want to have someone else lost. I then remembered all of the details of Lilac on that day right down to the color of her shirt, magenta.

(4K!!! Anyways, so I didn't make her doll she is lilac, a person I made up so yeah! I is tired, it is 3:00AM over here so good night! Vulpix is pixeling out!)