Worst Behavior

Selfish

I tried too distract myself from what had happened last week. The last day of school wasn't enjoyable. I left early.  The summer had just begun and it sucked.. I didn't leave my house. Barely touched my phone.

I still get the guilty feeling about the situation.

Last year was a wild ride. I had a hot boyfriend. I was convinced I was in love. We did everything together. Happiness is where I thought i'd always be in life. Until 5 months went by and things went down hill.

I started to doubt his love for me. I was trying to believe that he wasn't in love with me . I questioned why he was doing all these things if he didn't really wanna be here.

We argued time and time again. I got sick of it. This is the day I completely destroyed a persons heart.

We texted all night after the arguement. Brad kept dwelling on it.

Me: Brad i'm so sick of dealing with this, i'm embarrassed of myself, I shouldn't have got close too you.

Brad: Stop! you're letting these losers get too you

I didn't respond until the morning. I was being the petty 16 year old.

Me: My friends aren't losers, just because they don't party and wanna get laid by a pig doesn't make them losers.

Brad didn't respond too me. I certainly wasn't calling him a pig. Just the people he would hang around.

I let a few days past and left him alone. A few days turned into a week, weeks turned into months. we didn't speak. Walking passed him in school was tough. I don't know why we didn't speak. I told myself I was done with him.

(Present day)

My days went by slow. The everyday routine still went on. My mom waking up and still doing her annoying bullshit. Slowly I started too love it. I had something too look forward too in the morning. It definitely wasn't a FaceTime call from Bradly. It was my mom who wanted to give me the Mother & Daughter talk. 

I went downstairs to get some orange juice, and crackers and pepperoni.

My mom stopped me.

"Layla? you've been in the house for a week, what happened too Miyah?" She asked.

"Mom, it's nothing, just some toxic bull crap" i wanted too curse so bad, but she'd probably ground me.

"Honey, you can always talk too me, judgment is a no go, you know when your da-" i stopped her right fucking there because I was not getting into the dad talk.

"Yeah, no! mom i'm not gonna get into the dad talk, just know I ran into Brad and things didn't go well, he treated me like I was scum" I said while ripping open the crackers.

I heard a knock on the door. I looked out the window. I was scared. Was it brad?

I opened the door.

"You haven't answered any of my calls or text. I wanted too make sure everything is okay" Miyah said.

I instantly hugged her.

"I always know" she says shaking her head.

Miyah came in and we talked about everything that went on and so.

I was too busy trying too convince myself that I wasn't in love with Bradly Mcoff.  That I forgot that put myself first. Miyah ended up telling me I was embarrassing myself by letting it all bother me soo much and that it was time for me to go out.

"There's a party going at Kelsey's, you should come" She told me.

I looked at her.

"Bitch, she hates me....most importantly, that's Brad's ex" I explained.

She smirked.

"hmm that's more of a reason for you too go,  show her you're doing great after what happened" she was giving me bad advice.

We both started laughing. Miyah told me she had too get going and she hoped too see me at the party. Party started at 7pm.It was 3:30pm.

I had too make up my mind. That was hard. I couldn't even make up my mind when it came too my horrible situation.

I realized it all came down too my trust issues. I had a hot boyfriend. Every girl liked him. I feared that. so I ruined it. Not too hurt him but..

I couldn't help it I was too damn selfish.

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DOES LAYLA GO TO THE PARTY?!
WHO WILL SHE RUN INTO?!
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