Bucky's POV:
"Hail Hydra"
Are the haunting words I say and a single gunshot I hear before waking up; my shirtless body drowned in sweat. I watch the clock, panting
4:00AM
Shuri has unchained my mind from them, which I'm internally thankful for. As a result though, I suffer from traumatic nightmares daily. Metal clings together as I lay down, letting me know my dog tags, that I never take off, are here
....Steve....
My eyes start to flood. I miss him so much...
No! I have to not think about it. I quickly wipe my eyes
He's happy with Peggy, and if he's happy, I am too
I only hope he's not suffering like me. I wouldn't know since I have zero contact with him
I rub my dog tags against my fingers. One has my name and the other has Steve's. He gave them to me while we were in the 40's. We didn't have anybody, but we didn't have to when we always had each other. I took care of him a lot. He became Captain America so my best friend returned the favor
I allow the tears to stream my face as I remember the memories
I do wish things could go back to how they were before everything
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Trust || Winterfalcon
FantasyTrusting people is very difficult. Especially for Bucky Barnes, a mentally unstable insomniac, who since being freed from Hydra, finds it easier not to get close to people or let them get close to him. Doesn't help that Bucky is grieving Steve's dec...
