Anthony's POV
A few days later, Adriana and I have been so distant. We had a fight the other night that was so bad, I went to the guest room to sleep there for the night. I want to help her, but she's not letting me.
She acts like I don't know about the weird messages she's been receiving. Whenever she would go to the bathroom or something, I would check her phone and I would see all those strange messages she gets. I'm sorry but I'm just worried about her.
Adriana's POV
4, 5, 6...
No I wasn't counting for fun, I was counting the cuts I made more and more.
Ever since that day Nash texted me, I've received these threat messages from blocked numbers. I try to block it but it always find its way back. I know it has something to do with Nash though, it's obvious.
But the worst part about it, is that I can't tell Anthony about this.
He thinks I quit cutting, but he doesn't understand the fact that it's difficult to stop. Once you start, it'll be tough to go back. And I don't him dealing with my struggles, he has struggles of his own... His career, since Alex is finally known to the world, concerts, tour starting in a few months...
Bringing up my issues will just make it worse for him.
"Kill yourself, you're worthless! He won't miss you."
"You're just causing him even more problems, go away!"
"Such a pity bitch, you don't deserve to live in this world, you'll be happier dead."
This is what I hated the most: the voices in my head telling me that it's best to leave. That Tony living without me will be better off. At times I consider it, and once I actually had the bottle of pills ready. But I didn't have enough courage to do so. It just didn't feel as right as I wanted it to be.
I was in the corner of the shower finishing up the last cuts on my arm and thighs. As the tears fell, they fell on my new cuts, which made it burn even more.
*KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK*
"ADRIANA?!" I heard from outside the bathroom door. I sniffed quietly and cleared my throat.
"Yeah?" I tried to sound as happy as I could.
"Get out of there!!" Yelled the voice. That didn't sound like Tony... Nor Alex..
"Who's there?!?" I shouted.
"JUST GET OUT OF THERE!" They kept banging on the door. I stayed in the shower and tried to look for something to escape.
The window! I got up and tried to reach for the window. I swear I hate being short. As I finally reached to shelf the door went flying open and everything went black.
Third Person's POV
Anthony finally arrived home from dropping Alex off at Lenny's place. He had planned to finally speak to Adriana about what happened the other day, since it was something breaking them apart slowly.
He had went to the door to unlock it, but it was already open.
"That's weird..." He said to himself. He opened the door and closed it behind him.
"Babe?!" He yelled out for Adriana. But no response.
"Adriana! Baby I'm home!" He yelled once more. But still no reply. He went upstairs to check in their bedroom, but Adriana wasn't there. He went to the bathroom and saw the door knob out of place, as if it was kicked. He entered the bathroom and saw the blood drops from Adriana's veins. His eyes jolted out of his skin, fear now running through his body.
"ADRIANA?!" He panicked. He ran all over the house, the kitchen, living room, guest rooms, you name it. He called her phone plenty of times, but he never got a response. He went to his bedroom and say down on his bedroom. Everything passed through his mind so quickly that he ended up bursting of tears, disappointed of missing Adriana.
"Where can she be?!"
Anthony's POV
I can't believe this shit! How does Adriana go missing out of nowhere?! If someone lays a hand on her I'm putting so many charges on them..
It must've been from those freak messages she's been getting the past days. I swear, we could've just talked this out and fix everything, but knowing Adriana, she still has some insecurities left in her. I kept calling her phone, hoping she would pick up, but I never got a response.
I just hope that I hear from her...
I called Lenny and asked him if he could stay with Alex a little longer, after I explained to him what happened with Adriana.
L- Bro it's cool, listen si necesita ayuda, just hit me up.
A- Thank you man, it's just been hard. I mean what could've happened to her?
I got up and walked to the balcony and witness how beautiful nature is at night. If only I had Adriana here with me..
L- I mean, con el gringo sending her those messages, maybe you can tell the cops to investigate him.
A- That's true! Ight I gotta let you go bro, I'm getting up early tomorrow.
L- Ta bien, take care man.
A- You too Lenny, bye.
I hung up the phone and got ready to go to sleep. When I laid back down on my bed, I felt so empty. Not having her beside me, makes everything seem so, abnormal.
I was asleep until I heard my phone ring.
*PRIVATE NUMBER*
Who the hell is calling at this time? My nigga its like 2 am!
A- Hello?
My voice sounded so croaky from sleeping, damn.
?- ANTHONY?!?
A- Who's this?!
?- IT'S ME!!
A- ADRIANA?
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Todavia Me Amas
FanfictionJust because you're going through a dark time in your life, doesn't mean it won't get brighter in the end. Everyone goes through what's called the "depression period", many just deal with it differently. Anthony had a hard time dealing with his, si...
