The Lonely Prince(BWMN)Book 3 of The House Of Jensen Series)

Lessons(chapter13)

Eva's POV

Last night when William was holding me I thought about how he looked when we were talking earlier.
He looked drained like life had beaten him up and won. I never want to see that expression on his face again. My sister and brother are my best friends. I can't even imagine how badly William is feeling right now losing his mother and sister. I heard the desperation in his voice he would give me up if he had to. He wouldn't stay in a marriage where there was constant fighting. I knew he had no problem calling off the wedding either and calling time on the relationship. When he was talking fear really gripped me because I realised I could really lose him. The truth is I love him with every fibre of my bean.

"Honey are you okay".

I stare at William I was so lost in though I didn't hear what he asked me, "I'm sorry can you repeat that".

"I wanted to know if you wanted to sneak off to the movies with me later in disguise?"

"That would be great I love that idea", I help my self to some eggs and ate a spoonful while William watches me.

He smiles at me, "Last night was great I forget how good it feels to be so intimate with you".

I place my hand on top of his free hand, "Me too". I sigh in contentment I was happy, "I can't wait to be married and I can't wait to get pregnant again".

"Can you imagine a little William or Eva running around here", the joy on Williams's face as he said that was Indescribable. If I could bottle it I would.

"I'm glad we don't need to wait a year or two before getting pregnant".

"Me too", agrees William.

We finish breakfast and I have a shower and when I finish in the bathroom I wrap a big fluffy robe around my body. I walk to my walk in closet and look through my rails of clothes honestly I had to many clothes. Since it was a hot day I choose to wear a red skater dress with black Chanel heels.

I had several meetings with my team and I wanted to get a lady-in-waiting as soon as possible. Victoria on one of our FaceTime calls convinced me that an experience person would be good for me. I was paying for my own Natalie i.e a ladies maid since the palace wasn't providing one for me. Still I was glad I get a personal assistant that they were willing to pay for.

When I was dressed I did my makeup and apply a pink lip gloss to my Cupid bow. I check myself out in the mirror damn I looked good. You would think growing up with a lighter skin sister who was incredible beautiful and had light eyes and "good hair"would make me feel bad about myself. The truth is yes I did suffer low self esteem growing up but by the time I reach high school I had learned to love myself. Mum and Faith sat me down one day when Faith witnessed me being bullied and told me I was beautiful. So beautiful in fact that those people were intimidated by it. I didn't believe them of course but everyday for a year they along with dad told me I was beautiful till I finally believed them. I even did some modelling for daddy's company which let to me getting jobs for some major cosmetic brands.

I put a flyaway hair back in place I loved my long poker straight hair. I walk out my closet and smile.

The palace had three floors and William and I live in the main wing the one his grandfather the former King occupied.

It was then it hit me William and I are major players in the monarchy. When his cousin his queen we will be the younger face of the monarchy. My kids are going to be Prince and princesses people will be curtsying to them.

I walk into the bedroom to see William putting on his cuff links he was wearing a tailored black suit with a yellow tie which he takes off.

"You look lovely darling".