Pinagtagpo

Day 2

Yes, I know that I've said to myself it's better to be away from you to forget you but honestly? A year and so isn't enough for me to forget my feelings for you okay? So just let me hurt myself a little longer before facing the truth, for the very last time just let me like you this way okay? I might never know how feelings work, but I know for a fact that I like you.

I was just getting do preoccupied with thoughts of you so I decided to write it down.

I remember the day I finally found out that I like you deeper than I thought, the day I realize I can't lie to myself anymore.

It was during our Prom.

I was running a bit late when I came, but you know what they say right? Better late than never! So I did, and during that time I was honestly looking for you, only to realize you're inside the hall.

I remembered a particular dance, it was from a friend who is asking me who I wanted to dance with so that he could tell it, that was a chance, a chance I knew I blew up big time, I told him that I was fine and that I just wanted to dance with my friends, honestly I was the one directing our steps to the center because I was looking for you and out of all my efforts I found you dancing with somebody else that's why I said I just wanted to dance with my friends, I honestly felt a bit of shock when I felt that certain feeling "Jealousy" it was my first to feel such feeling and it felt weird, I'm not bitter but that moment I saw you dancing with the girl The crowd shipped you with breaks my heart because I knew for a fact everyone love that, you both danced in the center and I admit I was so sad that I just turned down something I shouldn't, a ticket, A dance with you. I shaked off the feeling and continued dancing with my friends until the night ends, I tried my best to forget about yiu even for the slightest bit but failed to do so when rumours at our class spread that they saw you running around the parking lot as if your looking for someone, childish as it gets, Yes I was hoping you are looking for me since I left early, but that was still a mystery up until today.

When I got home I was star struck by the idea of prom that I dance my way to my room and yes I think of you, my feelings towards you. And the very first time I was not denying to myself that I like you, the very first time I accepted to myself that I like you.

And the last thought before I go to sleep was wandering who is that person you are looking for and silently hoping even for this time that it was me.

(To be continued...)