Can't Raise A Man (Lauren London) {Nae'}

Chapter 8

C y n sitive |

He asked me to be his...of course I want to but I'm not completely over Cameron. You can't just get over my first love, he was my first for everything. He gave me my first child & he gave me my first kiss, he also took my virginity...

"I-I" I sighed. "Listen, I'm not completely over Cameron. He was my first for everything, you can't get over your first that easily!" He looked me in the eyes. "Then I'll help you!" I smiled. "So, you'll wait till I'm ready?" He nodded & kissed my lips. "I would do anything for you!"I blushed & grabbed his face. "Then Yes I will be yours!" He smiled & I kissed his, but this wasn't just any kiss. It was passionate & I felt loved, something I haven't felt in a long time. I feel at peace now!

"You okay?" Brandon asked as he was laying in the bed with me. "Yeah..." "You want me to go get CJ...I know you miss him, shit I miss him too!" He laughed, but I was surprised. He actually wanted to be in CJ's life & that meant a lot. "Yeah...be careful!" "I will, I love you." He kissed my forehead. "I love you too." He left out the room.

"Mommy!" CJ ran in hugging me. "Heyy mommy baby!" He smiled. "Guess-Guess what!" He stuttered, he always does that when he's excited about something. "What?" I laughed. "Bran-Brandon took me to get ice cream & bought me this toy!" I smiled & looked at Brandon, he shrugged & blushed. "What kind of toy was it?" I asked as I picked him up to get on the bed, but Brandon grabbed him & put him on the bed for me. "Thank you." "Brandon got me a-a-a car!" I giggled as he stuttered, it was so cute. "What color did I get you B?" CJ laughed. "Mommy, I told Brandon to call me B because his name starts with a B & I want to be his junior!" Brandon smiled. "But anyways...he got me a red car! Mom-Momma did you know we have the same favorite color! His favorite c-color is red-" I cut him off. "& yours is too." I said finishing his sentence. "Yeah mommy but I was supposed to say it!" He frowned. "Okay...I'm sorry."

B ra n d o n New to the Family |

I treated CJ as my own, something telling me he would rather have me as a dad than his own. I don't mind, I wish he was my son.

"B?" He looked at me. "Huh?" I motioned for him to come to me, he walked over to me. "How would you like it if I told you that me & your mommy were dating?" He beamed. "I would love it daddy! I-I mean Brandon..." I smiled. "You can call me that B...okay?" He nodded & smiled wide. For a child that has down syndrome he's smart & doesn't even seem like he has it. "Okay...daddy!" He giggled & I grabbed his. "I love you CJ!" He smiled. "I love you too. Can you call me BJ now?" I laughed. "Fasho, BJ..."

"Momma!?" "Yes CJ?" He frowned. "It's BJ! & daddy said are you hungry." She looked at him & her eyes widened. "What!?" "I asked if you wanted some food." I said, she looked up at me. "But-" "Mommy? Are you going to answer daddy's question because I'm hungry!" She shook her head. "Yeah...I-I guess I could eat?" She still was a little shocked with what BJ said but just let it go.

"So...where we going?" I asked BJ as we walked out of the hospital into the parking lot. "Umm, do you like Captain Jay's?" He asked. "I love Captain Jay's!" He smiled. "Mommy likes their chicken & fries so get her that!" I laughed. "Okay, what you want?" "Chicken & Cheese sticks." I nodded as I put him in the car.

"Yeah I'm picking up for Brandon." I said to the lady behind the counter. I had already ordered my stuff over the phone. "Here you go! Have a nice day sir!" I nodded & walked to the car with BJ.

"MOMMY! I TOLD DADDY WHAT TO ORDER!" BJ yelled walking into her room, she jumped by the sound of his voice & I laughed. "Okay..." She said. "Here you go baby!" I said giving her, her food.

"When will she be out of here?" I asked the doctor. We weren't supposed to give her that because she's supposed to eat the hospital food, but shit...she ain't finna eat that shit! "Tomorrow Morning! & I told Cameron that you were decease." He said nodding at Cyn...WHAT THE FUCK!? "YOU TOLD HIM WHAT?!" "Cynthia ordered that I told him she was pronounced dead because she didn't want him to know she was living & well." I looked at Cynthia. "Alright.. thanks doc." He nodded & walked out.

"When were you gone tell me!?" I asked as she sat there looking at me. She didn't say anything, she just looked at a sleeping BJ. "Cynthia?" She looked at me & still didn't say anything. I started walking out. "Brandon! No don't leave!" She said as a single tear fell from her eye onto the floor. I felt bad but...I had to go clear my mind. "I'll see you later...I'm going to clear my head." I said walking out.

Damn...I almost cried.

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