-Jais P.O.V-
I feel so down lately with all the hate that people at school are giving us because of how we looks and what we do on YouTube yeah I'm in a YouTube group called the Janoskians I love the boys so much there the only people who keep me here today my mum also but I hate myself much more because I've kept a secret from them a long while that I self harm and I hate myself for not telling them they think there's nothing wrong when really everything is wrong
Luke comes in our room what we share where twins so we share "you okay bud" he said
"Yeah I'm fine never better i faintly smiled" he gave me a suspicious look but he shaked it off as got on to what he was doing in the first place.
I feel so worthless and feel like cutting I'm depressed and the stupid anti depressant pills I take aren't fucking working!
I walk to the bathroom and lock it straight away luckily no one saw me I open the floorboard up to get my little black box which is full of blades. I hide my blades so the boys won't find out
I lifted my top up and start cutting on my biseps along with the previous scars I feel a bit better like I've realeased some of my pain...
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FanfictionSo this is a fanfic about the Janoskians and it's mainly about Jai brooks and he self harms in this so I don't want anyone to get upset over the fact that Jai selfharms in this I'm sorry Anyways Jai doesn't like his appearance and feels worthless e...
