I know that was stupid but I feel much better now I feel like I need to tell someone but I don't know who.. Maybe James ? Daniel? Not Daniel he'll get too emotional and probably tell the boys. No I'll tell James!
I get my phone out and go on my contacts to find James name and then I ring him as I'm waiting for him to answer I feel a nervous feeling in my belly I'm really nervous as I was about to end the call James finally picked up.
"You okay? How come you rang me so early" James said.
"Could you come round please I need to tell you something important" my voice shakes as I tell James to come over.
"Yeah okay I'll be 5 minutes see you soon" he says suspiciously
James p.o.v
I get out of the car and go to the door and knock I feel a bit nervous and scared Whats wrong with jai?
Jai answers the door
"Come in James ! Well go upstairs I need to tell you something important." Jai says
"Okay "I say nervously
Jai's p.o.v
My hands begin to shake I'm so nervous!
Where in mine and Luke's room and I take my top off James seem scared like im going to do something with him.
"Woah what you doing mate" james says scared.
"I need to get something off of my chest and tell you something I'm sorry I'm just scared that you will judge me and not be my friend anymore James so I wanted to tell you because I trust you and please don't tell the boys."
"Okay what is it"
"I..I... I've been self harming!."
Jame's looks like he's going to cry
"Come here "he says.
We both start to cry. "I'm so sorry james I just felt horrible I hate the way I look and school all the bullies they judge me of how I look and our YouTube channel I just go really sick of it.
How long you been cutting then james manages to say withou bursting into tears again.
"About 8 months now I'm so so so sorry but please don't tell the boys i know I'm pathetic so don't tell me that I already know." I frown at him.
"Jai...you need help." James said.
"I know I know..." I replied back to him.
"Let's go tell your mum"he said seriously.
"No I can't..." I say to him shaking.
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FanfictionSo this is a fanfic about the Janoskians and it's mainly about Jai brooks and he self harms in this so I don't want anyone to get upset over the fact that Jai selfharms in this I'm sorry Anyways Jai doesn't like his appearance and feels worthless e...
