This Is Home (Camren/5H One shot)

This Is Home

This is a Fifth Harmony one shot, sooo.. idk. Hope y'all enjoy this.

The idea for this book just suddenly came to me while i'm taking a shower. And I just gotta write it.

Some things that I'll say may not be believable for others, but ignore it and just push yourself to believe it :D

There's also a whole ass of phase in this one shot.

Some may be confusing, but don't be confused. It's free to re read it till you understand it :D

lol. vote and follow me, share this to your friends who's having a 5H breakdown. Let them have more breakdown.

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Camila is sitting on the white fluffy couch at her LA home. She's on her 1 month break, after the months she spent touring all over the world for her second tour Romance, since her departure from the group, Fifth Harmony.

Her phone on her lap and the TV remote on her right hand, mindlessly flipping through the channels trying to find something that will interest her and get her through the night.

As much as Camila want to be in Miami with her family right now, she can't. Just because she have the 1 month 'break' doesn't mean she doesn't have anything to do and be complete M.I.A to everyone.

She need to do the PR with her friend Shawn. As much as it disgusts her to do such things like that, she can't disobey them, she can't say no to them. They can easily throw off everything she worked hard for, if she did something that's not pleasing for her management. Knor the fans that they're targetting.

The only thing she gain from leaving the band is she can write her own music, she can do collabs without feeling guilty. She can write her own songs without feeling of being a backstabber, cause she can't deny but just face the fact that among the 5 of them, she's the one being favored in the group.

But never thought that leaving means loosing something too, her friends completely blow her off. She knows that it is probably because of the management as they held all the girls captivated by their throats, but it still hurts.

By separating herself from the group, she thought that she can be herself. Sure she can write her own art, but she can't be with someone who she truly cares about. She can't shout at the top of the world of how she swing both ways. She can't shout at the top of her lungs that what she and her ex-bandmate had was real. She can't, she still feels she's being held captive and locked in cage.

Shaking her head to get her out of her thoughts that somewhat always managed to always make her feel miserable she continue switching the channels, till it landed on MTV.

"Now the top request from today's Twitter world, making the hashtag of #MTVWomenMonthRequest honoring the strong, independent, intelligent women. We're playing Heard It All Before by the one and only Dinah Jane!"

Hearing those words coming out from the DJ's mouth, made Camila's heart flutter with happiness. Sure all of them are not in contact anymore, but she won't hide the fact to herself that she's been staying up all night waiting for the release of her ex-bandmates solo musics in YouTube, she won't hide the fact to herself that she have a fan account dedicated for her ex-bandmates, encouraging her twitter friends to make the song number 1 trending. She won't hide the fact to herself that she's the first one who ever purchased Dinah Jane first ever solo song in iTunes. And same goes to everyone in her old band.

She won't hide the fact to herself that when her ex-girlfriend and ex-bandmate, Lauren released her first ever merch, she stayed up all night waiting for the link to be drop and she succeeded for being the first ever person to buy her merch. She still there, she's always there for them.