Sometimes

2(a)-Sometimes sad

Adella Armel's POV:
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I went forward
It was really awkward
The eye contact
Still intact
Not yet broken
But still unspoken
And then came a girl
Who kept her hair in curl
She hugged him tight
Kissed him on the cheek right
I was shocked
My mind blocked
Away should have walked
As if my legs locked
I couldn't walk
I saw the clock
It went tick tock
Harder than the rock
I stood there still shocked
Turned on my foot
And All I could put
A fake smile
He hugged her while
He loved someone
There I was no one
My heart feels like
Worst than darkness
Better than brightness
I walked back home
My mind would roam
He didn't love me
But someone else
Neither his fault
Nor is it mine
The fault in my stars
That hid themselves
between Earth and Mars
He can't be mine
No I'm not fine
I expected too much
But Nothing as such
Would happen to us
And as they say
True it is
High hopes
Are like death ropes
Love at first sight
Like a bright light
But when one sided
Like life unguided
More worse could be
Nothing more
When you come to know
Your first love
Already has a love
Upto my room
Into the pillow
I cry as i look
Up to the window
I heard a knock
On the door I'd locked
"Honey dear
Here are you peers
They've come for you..
They said they dint
Have any kind of hint
To where u would've gone
And did ask Shaun
But he dint know either"
I dint want to open the door
Dint want to let them know
What I had in store
But yet I couldn't
They had come for me
I had to go so
I called out to mom
" Give me 5 mins
I'll be right there "
And then she left,
I Couldn't lift the heft
Of pain off my heart
At that new start
Of the feeling he gave me
Of the way he made me smile
Of the way he made me cry
All this in just One day...
I wanna get out of it
Is there any way ?
And then I sit
On the Cloudy bed
As I calm my head
And compose myself
And walk towards the shelf
Look at the mirror
Before I finally disappear
I go down into the hall
And greet them all
My friends they're there
Sitting on the chair
They look up at me
And bombard questions on me
I laugh at them
At how I loved them
Back to my room
They look and zoom
"Why were you crying ?
We know you were " said Melissa
Geez they know
But I dint show
Did I.? No I dint
" I wasn't crying
Ur just assuming " I said
"Shut up Adella
We know u were " said Allison
" No I wasn't " I half yelled
"Yes you were "
I kept thinking
Couldn't help the tear forming
They did notice
And didn't lose focus
Could control
I was out of control
And the tears rolled
They came by me
And hugged me
Like the Chipko tree
I tried and controlled myself
As I told them everything
And left nothing
They tried to sooth me
And did explain
And I love them for this
Oh how much did I miss
I fell for him so soon
I guess it was somewhere
Out of the Blue Moon .
Gosh I never knew
I could feel this strong
About someone
And specially this soon......
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Ok I'm really really really very sorry
I know I dint update for long and very long
But now here's the chapter :P
And for those who did not understand who Shaun is , Shaun is Adella's twin brother who apparently goes to the same school as Adella  :) I will be mentioning this in the next chapter so, DONT WORRY BE HAPPY :)
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