Directioner Diaries

Being a Poor Directioner Problems

Ok... Um hi guys. Wow this is super weird. I don't have any fans. And I don't really plan on getting any, because I am not a writer. This is simply me raving about my one true love, or I guess I should say five, One Direction.

I have a Tumblr account, a Pinterest account, a Twitter account, and now this. I just can't handle no one understanding anymore. My mom tells me to get a life, but she is just kidding really. But I already am self conscious that they are takin control of my life.

One Direction could tell me to do anything and I'd do it.

But of course that will never happen. I am never going to meet 1D. I do have tickets to their 2013 concert.. But come on. They are going to have oodles of security and such, and won't even see me anyway.

You know how the boys say that they can't help looking for their future girl in the audience? At least Niall said that once.. Well what happens if the girl of their dreams, aka me, doesn't have a front row ticket?

What happens to the girls in the balconies?

What happens to the dedicated Directioners that had to buy their own ticket with the little money they have?

Why do the rich Directioners get everything? Backstage passes, etc.

Don't the boys wonder about the Directioners they haven't met?

I'm sorry this was a random rant on how my life has been truly unbalanced by One Direction... But I do have more to say.

Good things.

As weird as this may sound, but One Direction has not only left my life unbalanced, but in a way they've balanced it. Their music gets me through panic attacks, when I'm sobbing my eyes out, when my life feels like it's in ruins. They are always there.

I can go back to old interviews, music videos, 1D DVDs, video diaries, or even just read about them in my multiple 1D books... They always put a smile on my face.

I wear a shirt that has them on it, I can look down to their smiling faces and honestly smile back.

You probably think I'm crazy. You probably think I'm insane. Go ahead and judge. As you can see, the boys bring me back on my feet every time.

I love my boys.

They may never know me, but if I meet them I can honestly tell them they've made my life better.

I can honestly say these fangirl years have been worth it.

And that is truly something to be happy about.