It's a long story

Chapter I: "Let's do it"

I knew going into that party I would probably get anxious and I might even have an anxiety attack, but, I couldn't stop myself, I had to experience at least some of my life. Anxiety had already ruined a lot of it, I didn't want it to ruin my first party as well.
"Okay! Let's do it!" I said excitedly. My best friend Millie nodded her head smiling.

"Let's get ready!" She shouted and we both grinned

I was exited!

Before I was diagnosed I went to parties all the time, but now it was so stomach curdling scary I couldn't usually do it.

We went into her room and dressed up. I liked the colors pink and purple. They are bright and filled with enthusiasm, so they usually brighten up my day, and push back any intruding depressive thoughts.
Millie pulled out a really cute lacy tank top and a loose pair of jeans.

"Looks Y2K, I like it!" I said and threw it on.

Millie wore a similar outfit only with a yellow top and tighter mom jeans. The party was at some actors house, Millie was friends with a lot of actors so I the parties were always fun.

"Can you do my make up? You're really good." Millie asked

"Okay, what kind of look do you want?" I asked pulling her makeup bag out of her vanity drawer. Millie had an amazing room, it was bright and stylish.
I sat on her bed and she sat on the floor as I did her eye makeup.

"There's a girl I really want you to meet" she said

"Who?" I asked while I carefully put eyeliner on her lower lash line

"Her name is also Millie but I call her Mils"

"Okay... Why exactly do you want me to meet her?" I asked curiously.

"Amira, you've only one real friend, you should branch out more!" She said

"That's really harsh, I have friends I just don't really hang out with them because of... well, you know!" I said

"Okay well she's really nice, she's a bit younger than us but I'm sure you two will get along great."

"Okay, she'll be at the party tonight?" I asked

"Yeah"

"Is she famous?"

"No, but her brother is"

"Who's her brother?"

"He's the boy who is gonna play Tewksbury in Enola Holmes" she answered

"So, he will be famous...when the movie comes out in a while?" I questioned

"Yeah! He's got a lot of potential."

"Okay, Millie, your makeup is flawless! Look!" I told her.

She looked in the mirror and smiled really big.
"It's great!" She said grinning.

After we had finished getting ready, we took a taxi to a house in the suburbs. It was really big and had a pool. We walked in and Tyga music blasted over the speaker, people were drinking, people were playing board games, basically it was lit.
We walked over to a couch and sat down. There wasn't really anyone near us.
"Want something to drink?" I asked over the music.

"Sure!" She said.

I walked away and began searching for the kitchen where the drinks would be. I was walking through a hallway when a tall boy almost slammed into me, but caught himself at the last second.

"Oh! Pardon me!" He said and I froze, he was hot, really hot. He had brown hair, the most Ocean eyes I had ever seen, and a (I wouldn't usually use this term) banging body. I almost drooled right there and then.