Anger and Pain

Anger, Pain

It's getting harder to hide

All the feelings I've built up inside

its hard to explain

without being considered insane 

so, I've kept to myself

and decided to hide

Even the weekends seem to be a chore

putting on a smile as I walk out the door

Wanting to run away

But where can I go?

Around people or not,

I still feel alone.

I'm weak all of the time now

I used to think I was strong 

Now its a struggle to hold on

To make it through the day without an odd look my way 

Or someone asking if I'm okay

But maybe it would do me some good

to let someone help if they could

And then I might get through another day

Of waiting for my anger and pain to fade away.