My Heart Is Yours

Not Again (pt. 7)

I hear Tori's footsteps on the porch, I quickly jump up...wipe my tears and run into the kitchen when she comes in I to open the fridge.. Pretending to be hungry but the truth was I really couldn't eat anything at the moment, without throwing up, I was way to stressed. I close the fridge door but grab a few beers and walk into my room. I hear Tori say something as I open the door but I block it out and shut the door.

I change and put my hair into a messy bun, set the beers on the night stand and climb into bed. I drank most of the beer (bad idea) and just lay on my back and stare at the ceiling for a while but I guess I fell asleep because I woke up the next morning feeling terrible.... I was exhausted and hungover..... I get out of bed and walk barefoot in to the kitchen half asleep with my eyes almost completely shut.

I stumble into the living room when I run into something at first I think it's the wall but when I hit it, it sort of fell backwards. I rub my eyes and wait for the blur to go away. When the light shines through the windows I close my eyes again and groan.

Eventually my eyes adjust and I see..... Blake. He looks mad... madder then before but not in a violence way anymore... I see a tear roll down the side of his perfectly tan face. "Why Valerie....Why now, how could you do this to me. I can't believe you." So many thoughts run through my mind.... What was he talking about... Louis? He notices my confuse expression and grabs the remote and turns on the tv to Hot Gossip News. My jaw drops at what I see. No this can't be happening.

I stare at the television in awe as the perky man stood next to pictures of Louis and I kissing. My mouth hung open as the man said "One Direction's Louis Tomlinson ALREADY OVER EX- GIRLFRIEND ELEANOR CALDER! We snapped some picks of this mystery girl with the "TOMMO." A question mark appeared on my face.

Blake snatched the remote and clicked the off button. He dropped the remote on the floor and the thud made me jump. He just looked at me as if he was waiting for me to say something. "YOUR NOT EVEN GONNA SAY ANYTHING" He yells " I'm sorry.... I....I pushed him away." I cry. Tears start pouring it of my eyes. He sees my sadness and pulls me into a tightened hug. "It's ok, Val...I believe you. It's ok" He whispers in my ear as he strokes my hair. He holds me for a while and we soon let go. "Are we still on for tonight?" He smiles "Of course." I mange to smile through the tears that he gently wipes off my cheeks.

Tori stumbles out of her room. "Oooo hello you two love birds!" She winked. We smiled at each other and he took my hand and intertwined our fingers I stare at them and look back up into his eyes and grin. Tori grabs a bowl, pours some cereal and opens the fridge to get the milk. Once she's finished she decided to let us be and brings her food to her room. "I really like you Valerie." He says "I really like you too." I say, but thinking to myself I really did not know what I felt. We just enjoy the moment for a minute until my phone rings. "I want I want I want but that crazy I want I...." I slide the button on my phone. "Valerie it's Louis..." The smile disappears from Blakes face.

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