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Hange's POV

I went to mikasa.

"Hi" i said.

"Oh hange san, hi" mikasa said

"Where's eren?" I asked her

"Oh he's over there" she said looking where eren was.

I looked at eren and then i saw him talking to a small blonde girl.

"Are you okay?" I asked her.

"Maybe... not" she said and then faced me with her small smile.

"Why?" I ask

"I don't know too, i guess i can't Express my feelings, it feels like whenever i want to see him everyone's taking him away from me" she said.

"I just want him to love me back, i just want to experience the feeling of being loved" she said as tears started to fall into her eyes.

"My heart hurts, whenever i see him being happy with another girl, besides what can i do everyone's shipping eren with historia, i guess I'm just not enough hange san and i can't take it anymore" she said crying.

"Can't eren just be happy with me?" She said.

I held her hands and hugged her..

Mikasa deserves more, mikasa deserves to be happy , she wanted to be happy with her first love but instead of being happy it's like mikasa was being punished like she did something wrong, mikasa just wanted to be loved and to experience what it feels to be happy and be loved..

"Everything will turn out into good one's soon." I said while hugging mikasa.

Sasha went to us..

"Mikasa are you okay?, why are you crying?" She said.

"Nothing-" mikasa was cut off when sasha suddenly shout.

"MIKASAAAA IS CRYINGGGG WHO HURT MY MIKASAAAA!!" sasha shouted and got everyone's attention.

"Mikasa why are you crying?" Armin said.

Mikasa cried again..

"N-n-ot-hi-ng" she said while sobbing

"Mikasa" eren called.

"Are you okay?" He said.

Mikasa didn't answer and then she ran away.

"Mikasa-" eren tried to call mikasa.

"Just let her be for now eren, i think she was hurt" i said calmly and tap erens shoulder.

Ackerman's really like to walk out..

"You guy's , it's time to eat" erwin called us.

"I have to find mikasa" eren shouted

"O-okay" erwin said

And then eren ran..

We we're getting ready for dinner and then eren arrived but mikasa wasn't with him..

"I can't find her" eren said , almost running out of breath.

"Shit" i said

"It's dangerous it's almost night" i said

"How about we go by pair and find her." Erwin said.

"Great idea,even if mikasa knows to defend herself we can't just leave her." I said.

"Tch, that brat" levi said

Petra was holding his hand

Come on hange there's no time with being jealous just hurry up and find mikasa.

Eren and i were together and armin and sasha, connie and jean and then the girl with freckles and the blonde girl and the three kids. I wasn't familiar with them..

We started to look around we brought our cellphones in case the other team might see mikasa.

Mikasa was nowhere to be found so instead of going by pair eren and i separated so that we can find her easily.

Eren called me.

He has found mikasa.

"Okay I'll be right there-" i said

But i was cut off when eren said "um hange s-san can i talk mikasa alone?" Eren said.

"O-oh yeah sure" i said

"Please take care of her" i said and then i hung up.

I went by myself as i was walking i stare at the beautiful stars.

I sighed

I decided to sit on the sand

"I'm glad everything turned out good" i said while sitting at the sand and staring at the stars

"Oh wait" i laughed in frustration

"When will this hurting in my heart be over" i started to cry.

i still tried to laugh but ended up crying.

"She's lucky" i said and stared at the star's

I decided to go inside my room instead of coming with them in the dinning table.

I hugged myself while walking

"You did a great job today hange,I'm glad you manage to fight your problems" i self talked and smiled.

"Levi" i heard someone

Why do i have to witness this everytime .

"We should head back petra" levi said

"Can we just talk?" Petra said

"About what?" Levi said

"About hange?" Petra said.

"Enough of that petra" levi said

"You still like her do you?" Petra said.

"That's none of your business-" levi said

" Yeah , That's none of your business, can you just stop worrying in somebody else's problem it's not like Levi's gonna ask me out or something " i said

And then they both looked at me.

"Hange" levi said in shock

"Don't worry I'm leaving" i said and then i walked out

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