Chapter-18

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(Just got into the Haikyuu fandom lately and got spoiled of the end of the manga... Now I'm a little depressed.And i am so very sorry for not updating in weeks, I'm planning on taking a vacation to get my life back to it's "decent" state. Maybe I'll start updating frequently again in a week maybe? Anyways enjoy!

Quick important note: This chapter will be very confusing and a mix of different people's point of view and will slowly piece Kokichi's backstory
Kokichi's POV:

"If you're gonna cry then cry somewhere else."
"HOW COULD YOU!? YOU TOLD ME YOU-"
"Shut the fuck up. i don't care anymore."

no. no. NO. Please- go away. I wanna forget- i wanna forget-
PLEASE LET ME BE

"let go *sniff* me! Weren't you leaving!? *sniff sniff*"
"On second thought, why not stay here a little longer? Ehehe..."
"N-No! Let go of me! Please let go!"

I wanna forget it all... I want to live my life in piece.
s҈o҉ p҉l҉e҉a҉s҉e҉ j҉u҉s҉t҉ l҉e҉a҉v҉e҉ m҉e҉ i҉n҉ p҉i҉e҉c҉e҉!                      

"PLEASE LET GO OF ME!!!"
...
huh?

I woke up in a cold sweat. Hot tears running down my face and my breathing all rapid.

*sniff sniff* "no... leave me... don't *sniff* ever touch me again"

I held my self, my arms... my whole body shaking as the sound of my silent but audible crying filled my small bedroom.

Memories from what happened.
"m҉a҉y҉b҉e҉ j҉t҉s҉ b҉e҉t҉t҉e҉r҉ t҉o҉ j҉u҉s҉r҉ e҉m҉d҉ i҉t҉ h҉e҉r҉e҉"
Dreams of what i tried my best to forget.
"i҉m҉ s҉o҉r҉r҉y҉, b҉u҉t҉..."                                  
The people i cared for...
"M҉a҉y҉b҉s҉ w҉e҉ s҉h҉o҉u҉l҉d҉ j҉u҉s҉t҉ s҉t҉o҉p҉ s҉e҉e҉i҉n҉g҉ e҉a҉c҉h҉ o҉t҉h҉e҉r҉ f҉r҉o҉m҉ n҉o҉w҉ o҉n҉"
All the problems I've been trying so hard to leave behind.
"N҉o҉ h҉a҉r҉d҉ f҉e҉e҉l҉i҉n҉g҉s҉... k҉a҉y҉?'
All of that and i never told anyone. Not even my parents.
"𝗞𝗼𝗸𝗶𝗰𝗵𝗶 𝗱𝗲𝗮𝗿... 𝗶𝘀 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗼𝗸? 𝗔𝗿𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗼𝗸?"
no.
"Y̶e̶a̶h̶! I̶ a̶m̶!" 
y҉o҉u҉  s҉h҉o҉u҉l҉d҉'v҉e҉  j҉u҉s҉t҉  t҉o҉l҉d҉  t҉h҉e҉m҉  t҉h҉e҉ t҉r҉u҉t҉h҉.

??????? POV:

"you look like crap, ya sure you're getting sleep?"
"What makes you say that?"
"Ah, nothing. Just forget it."

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"It's because of him isn't it?"

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"Why didn't you tell me!? Why didn't you tell us!? Do you not trust me!? Do you not trust your friends!?"
"No! It's nothing like that!"
"I'm sorry..."
"Hey! Where are you going!?"
"Maybe we should just stop seeing each other for a while..."

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"Let's keep this our little secret ok?"
"But you're-"
"Quiet. Just go with it"

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*ring ring*
"hello? Ouma-kun?"
"..."
"No. Go away."
*beep beep beeo beep*
he hung up...

I'm so sorry...
I never should've said that to you.
I never should've betrayed you...
If i noticed what he was doing to you and what he was capable of.
If i wasn't so jealous all that time.

I'm so sorry

???? POV:

"ARE YOU REALLY GOING BACK TO HIM NOW!? AFTER ALL YOU'VE DONE TO HIM!?"
"My life, my decision."
"JUST GIVE HIM A DAMN BREAK ALREADY!!!"
"It's funny for you to say that, even tho you were a big part of him going down hill too."
"..."
"Leave. I never wanna see you."
"Oh don't worry, since I'm doing this i doubt were gonna see each other again anyways."
"Why are you even telling me this? Make your answer quick and simple."
"Because like i said, you had a very very big part of his life crashing down. And if something doesn't go my way, i can go to you and ask for one more favor. You owe me big time, remember?"
"..."
"I'll be taking my leave now, this was a nice little chat and all but i have things to do, very important things. Bye bye ******-chan!"

Author's/ No one's POV:

The dark haired boy left the coffee shop.
Leaving a frustrated pink haired girl alone.

"why did i have to get involved into all of this?" She thought
"I'm so sorry Ouma... If i were a better friend things would've been a lot better for the both of us..."

She was sipping her drink on a cold lonely table questioning her life decisions, feeling pity for herself and her dear friend.
She didn't want to be a part of his stupid plan, but she was in debt to him. If she was to go along her life would be secured.

But the feeling of betraying her friend a second time was eating her up inside... She couldn't take it... She pulled out her phone in hopes of at least giving her friend a warning to let him get a proper explanation of what's about to become his life in the near future.

*ring ring*
"hello? Ouma-kun?"
"..."
"No. Go away."
*beep beep beeo beep*
he hung up...

The girl sighed in defeat knowing one of the people in her life she cared about, the same person who she used to be so close with, is about to experience some things in his life that brought back his old bad memories.
And the fact that she could've prevented it happening in the first place, the fact that she had something to do with it, was truly made her feel a spiral of despair.

"I'm sorry... Please stay safe Ouma-kun."

She mumbled to herself before leaving the coffee shop.

All of this happening while her dear friend Ouma was going to be hit with something he didn't expect. More specifically going to be met with someone he didn't expect.

And that someone was walking happily walking anf humming on the streets going back to his home.
The same someone who he used to cared for and once ruined a oart of his life and and about to ruin again and at the same time claiming he was fixing it.

"Even if you don't accept me i don't care, if this goes smoothly then I'll get my reward... You're the most important piece of my puzzle that'll get me to my win Kichi... So just cooperate and everything will be fine.
Everything. Will be fine."

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