The start

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Okey, so I will be writing this like you are the main character. Hope you will like this short story.
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I walked into the classroom only to see my "friends" sitting together as a group. I have allways been the outsider, I dont even think that they care about me.
I drag the sleves of my hoodie down and walk over to them, it's now or never I have to know.
'Hey. I wondered if you guys would care if I suddenly stopped coming to school, answearing texts and calls?' They all just looked at me 'why would you do that?' Eva was the first to talk. 'I am just wondering' I looked down. 'Offc we would care Mal, you are our friend' yeah friend thats what you say Kaily. I set up a fake smile and went over to my locker and took out my books.

AFTER SCHOOL

I lied all my books in my locker Along with a letter I just wrote, they will understand when they read it. I closed my locker and looked at my friends for the last time of my short miserable life. I hope they will miss me.
I get out and walk home quickly. When I came home it was straight up to my room, I took the password of my phone, iPad and computer. I wrote a small letter for my parents where I explaind everything and that I love them so much.
I took my hoodie of and looked at my fat body(actuly she is super skinny), I raised the razor and made five simple cuts at each arm.
I went to the bathroom and took allmost all of the pills that where there.
I looked at myself in the mirror.
'Why the fuck do I have to be so ugly? And fat'
I suddenly started to feel dizzy, the dark started to form around me as I fell to the floor. The last thing I saw was a bright light.

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This is only the first chapter and I really hope you like it.
So I thought I might tell you alittle about Mal.
Mal is a 15 year old blond girl who hates herself.
She has gotten her heart broken so many times now and she has completly given up on everything.

Okey hope you all liked it.
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