Okay, so here is the next chapter. I really hoped you liked the first chapter. What do you think it stood in the letters Mal wrote? Maybe you will find out now, or maybe not...
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They found her there bleeding on the bathroom floor. It was written worthless, fat, piece of shit and other mean stuff with blood on the mirror. Her friends never knew how she really felt it because she never told anyone. She kept it all to her self.
There was a letter in her room to her family, it said: To my lovely family
You most know that this is not because of you. It was my own choice, my own mistakes and my own life. I love you so much and soon we will all be together again, but in the meantime I want you to forget about me. I don't want anything to happen to you because of me.
Live well, do good choices and we will see each other again.
Love you all
Mal
Her family were heartbroken, but she didn't just write to her family, she also wrote to her friends. And in this letter she said: When you read this you will problaly already know that I am dead, I know you won't care. I was always the one that never got invited to anything and always the one that was trailing behind. It's funny that you would think that I ever where okay. Next time you try call me, I'll be dead. I won't wake up, I will be gone.
I couldn't take it anymore. You may wonder why I didn't tell anyone how I really felt and I can answer that for you, it's not that easy to talk about that you don't want to live anymore.
But I want everyone to know that this wasn't your fault, don't blame yourself. The ones you can blame is the ones that were mean to me, the ones that never stopped, the ones I called fucked up. Do you know who I am talking about? If you guessed the guys in our class then you were right.
Please forget about me
Mal
She always believed that no one cared, but now that she was gone she saw her friends cry. They cried everyday, they lost a friend, they lost the goof in the group, the one that always made them laugh. She always made them laugh because she didn't want them to feel down. Her family was falling apart, her cousin was broken, she lost her idol. She looked up to Mal, she wanted to be like her. But now that Mal was gone, what was she going to do. Mal's brothers couldn't believe that their little sister took her own life, but they knew that she was with their grandpas now and that she would always be there with them. They lost a part of their family, a part that can never be replaced. Mal's room stayed just the way it was when she left. Her mom couldn't take throwing away Mal's things because then she felt like she would thrown out her daughter. Her dad always looked through pictures of the family. He smiled at the memories.
When her nearest friend found out that she was dead she commited suicide. The only reason that she stayed alive was because of her, but when Mal was gone she didn't have anything to live for. Both their families became closer than ever. Every year at the date when Mal killed herself they would look at pictures from where she was born and to where they were now. They always cried.
And when her brothers got their own family they would always tell their kids about their aunt. When the kids asked them what happend to her her brothers started crying and they told them that she was an angel and as soon as she got her wings, she flew up to heaven.
Years went on and soon the family was together again, all of them was happy now. They could spend the enterety together.
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Okay so that was the end. If you wondered Mal is based on me. I don't want to take my life, but I think a lot about it. I have cutted two times, but I stopped because I didn't want my best friend to start cutting again, she is also in the book.
For my friends that is reading this, you all mean a lot to me and I wouldn't change you out ever. You are always there for me, but I don't tell you everything and it's best if it stays this way.
