Too Mixed Up; LGBT Story

. . Chapter One

Alicia in the Multimedia.

. . I woke up looking around the house, I can't believe that this is my senior year. I looked over at the picture on my dresser of my mom and dad and smiled. They were sexy, I guess that's why I'm so cute. Well anyways my name is Alicia. I'm 18 and I'm a senior as you all can see. I am bisexual & I stay with my grandma or w/e, I would tell y'all why but that's a story for later. I was getting getting really for school. I got up and went in the bathroom to do my hygiene. I walked in my closet and stared for a minute , not having a clue of what I was going to wear. I decided to wear my white and gold button down American Eagle, some fitted ripped American Eagle jeans with and my cream timbs. I looked at myself in the mirror and smiled. " girl you look good enough to eat, " I said to myself. I was glad I got my crochet so I wouldn't have to do my hair. I texted my fine ass bestfriend and told her I was on my way to get her , she was very attractive but I would never try to talk to her. Oh I forgot to say I live in Alabama, but I'm origanilly from California. I grabbed my phone and keys, then I turned the light off. After I checked on my grandma I dipped. I pulled up to bestfriend house like 10 mins later and she came out the house looking prettier than ever. She was a little ratchet but she was very intelligent. Well my bestfriend was about 5'6, pretty eyes & brownskinned she had a pretty nice shape & she was real nice. I'm about 5'7 & I'm little lol, I'm brownskinned and my eyes are to die for. When she got in we shared heys & I pulled off. We got to the school like 15 mins later & my nigga Kevin came up to us.
"whusup Alicia , whusup Sierra?" Kevin
"hey Kevin." we said in harmony
We walked to the cafeteria and I was already ready to go home. We only had two more weeks left in this bitch and I was ready to go back to Cali. I didn't see Teyana aka Tee when I got in there so I assumed she was coming late. The bell rung for first period , so I went to my locker and got my stuff, then went to class. I sat there then I finally got a message from Tee.
- goodmorning beautiful
- goodmorning baby, why aren't you at school.
- I'm leaving the crib now I had some issues at the crib. I'll see you when I get there, I love you.
After I read that I said okay and I love you to then locked my phone. Tee always had problems at home with her mom or w/e & I hated it. That's why I never really went over there and cause her mom didn't like me. Hell she didn't like anyone , barely liked her own damn kids. I sat back and listened to the teacher talk. The bell rung and it was second period. I seen Tee checking in at the office so I walked up to her and gave her a hug. Tee was about 5'9 , dark skinned, sexy lips , long dreads and she was sexy , well at least to me she was. " you look cute today baee," tee said. " you look good too baee," I responded. She smiled at me then we walked to class. The day started to go by & the more days went by the happier I got. The last bell finally rung and I was happy. I got my stuff and jetted out the door. I met up with Tee and Sierra at the door & Tee walked me to my car. " gimme a kiss baby girl," she said as she puckered her lips. I smiled and gave her a kiss. " I'll text you when I make it home baby, be safe and I love you," I said. "Alright, I love you to," she responded as she walked away. I looked over at Sierra who was gone on her phone I assumed she was texting Chase. Chase was about 5'9 and brown skinned , he had a thot hair style lol and some really cute eyes. I hooked my phone up to my radio and played Rihanna- Needed Me, then I left. I dropped Sierra off then headed home. When I got there I went to check on mama and she was sleep. I seen that she had taken some food out for me to cook as always. I didn't mind tho I loved to cook and especially for mama. I started to cook and I finally finished & mama was still sleep. I decided to bathe then I fixed her & I a plate and sat them at the table. I went in her room to wake her up to eat. " mama come on I cooked." She smiled at me " baby I didn't even hear you come in here." I giggled and helped her out of the bed. After she sat at the table I went back to get her medicine. " boooyy this sure does look good, my baby always knew how to throw down in the kitchen." " well I did learn from the best grandma." We talked a little and then I cleaned up the mess as mama took her medicine. I went upstairs and called my baby. We talked about everything until I finally fell asleep. My alarm woke me up & lord knows I did not want to see this school full of ratchets. I got up did my hygiene and got dressed, I wore a white dress with a black strap going around the stomach area and some flats. I put on a couple of accessories and then I went to check on mama. She was sleep so I kissed her on her forehead and then I text Sierra & dipped. I was hungry asf so we stopped by Waffle House & ate. I texted Tee & told her to meet me there & she said okay. We all ate and talked then left & went to school. We made it there for second period, but we didn't care. Sierra seen Chase & ran to him & hugged him. I knew Chase because we moved down here around the same time & he always helped me out down here. No one really liked me & I used to cry but he was cool, then I met Sierra & hooked them up. I loved them together because I knew they both were good people. Tee grabbed me & pulled me into the bathroom.
- "baby I don't want to go to class because then I won't be able to see your gorgeous ass and kiss you beautiful lips, like this," she said as she kissed me. I smiled in the kiss then pulled away.
-" baby I have to go to this class & you know that but I'll see you at lunch okay? I love you." I said. "
- "I love you more ma." She said kissing me again. I walked out of the bathroom and walked to the office to get a late note and I went to class. I sat and thought to myself about my Tee. I loved her because she was always there for me when I used to cry about the boys that only tried to fuck and the girls that used to cheat. She kept me sane and she helped me learn. I'm glad I never gave my virginity to nun of those fuck boys. Then eventually she just made me hers and I loved that. I loved that she supported every decision I made like my decision to move back to Indi she supported me 100 percent but she wouldn't leave with me. I don't know how we're going to work that out but we'll figure that out later. The bell rung and I snapped out of my thoughts I was happy that today was Friday. I walked to my locker and I seen Tee walking down the hallway with some girl. I didn't like it but I didn't jump to conclusions.
- "hey baby you ready for lunch?" tee asked.
-" mm yes I'm ready baee. " I responded.
-" oh baee this is Tiara , my cousin. " she said.
- " hey Tiara I'm Alicia " I said smiling. She just smiled and shook her head okay. I could tell she was quiet. I closed my locker and we walked to lunch. Well the day went by and finally the bell rung. I texted , Sierra, Kevin, Tevin and made sure we were still going to Starbucks as always and they said yes. I didn't see Tee so I just walked to my car and then Sierra came and we left. She just rode to my house because we were going to Starbucks in a minute anyways. Her ass always stay at my house and I always have brand new panties and bra just for her crazy self & she always left clothes. I walked in the house and I heard my grandma throwing up. I hated that shit fr man. I ran to her room with a bottle of water and rubbed her back. After that I wiped her mouth and help her lay down. I went to go get her medicine and when I came back she looked at me and smiled. " Alisha I'm okay. I want you to know that I'm just fine." She said. I smiled and nodded okay at her. I handed her the medicine and she took it then turned over to take a nap. I walked to my room and I seen Sierra looking at me with worry in her eyes. " I'm fine, just in case you're wondering & Mama is fine to." I said smiling weakly. She smiled back then we left. Surprisingly we beat the twins ( Kevin & Tevin ). They were very attractive, they were about 5'10 , pretty hazel eyes, only thing was Kevin was dark skinned & played football and Tevin was lightskinned & played basketball. We walked in and waited on them to get there. I happened to see Tee & Tiara walking in. I seen Tiara look at me & I smiled but she looked away. Then it looked like she told Tee she wanted to go cause they were leaving , so I called out Tee's name. She looked at me and smiled
- hey baee, we were just leaving I didn't see you." She said as she hugged me. "
- oh you don't say, well Tiara seemed to had spotted me." I said giving off a fake grin.
- oh no I didn't even know that was you , I just didn't like the cinnamon smell in here." Tiara said.
- hmph yeah whatever, see y'all later." I said that little statement & it seemed to wipe that grin off both or their faces. I walked away & sat back where Sierra was and tried to avoid eye contact with her. She continued to look at me until the twins walked in.
- whusup ugly and ugliest , y'all look rather nice"- Tevin said with a smile. "
- thank you " - Alicia. They sat down and our normal waitress walked up to take our orders. We sat and talked and laughed for like 2 hours then we all decided to go. The twins were like brothers to me. Since I had a very rough life , everyone that is in my life now has always been in my life. I don't really trust people much so I keep my circle small. Before we left we all decided that we were going to probably hit the mall and movies with our dates tomorrow. After what went down today I don't really want to say much to Tee. When we got back to the house grandma was gone. I didn't worry because if she leaves she's always with someone from the church. Sierra and I walked up to my room and I let her shower in my room and I showered in Mama's room. After all of that we sat in the bed and I turned the radio on.
- so what was that slick shit that went down in Starbucks today?- Sierra.
- what are you talking about chii? - Alicia. "
- Come on Indi don't sit her and playe like I'm stupid or your stupid like I didn't see what happened. - Sierra. "
- *sigh* look Sierra I don't even know what it was I guess her cousin doesn't like me. I mean you know idgaf about her not liking me, its just the way Tee was acting too. - Alicia.
- Look Alli (what she calls me sometimes) I know that you're in love with Tee because she's always been in your life as a good friend, but I've known her my whole life and she's always been a player. You know this because your was one of the people there when she would tell us that she doesn't know how to love- Sierra.
- I know what you're saying is true Sierra , but I just thought that it'll be nice to be the one that changes her. She looked at me and told me that she loved me & that shed never hurt me & of course i believed her because she's always been there and she was always a trustworthy friend to me. I'm such a fool ugh - Alicia.  Tears started falling down my face and Sierra just held me.
- baby girl i don't want to put things in your head or I don't want you to leave her because of what you think, im just saying be careful , okay ?- Sierra.  I just nodded then I decided to text Tee.
Me-hey, um you wanna hit the movies with me later ?
Tee- Hey babe, and sorry babe Tiara asked me to go with her.
Me- okay so if you're already going why can't you just be with the both of us? Tee- Nah she just want to spend time with me alone.
Me- yeah, whatever Tee.  After that she texted back but I didn't even bother to open it. I deleted the whole conversation and laid back on my bed. Some how I fell asleep, then I heard Sierra telling me to wake up.
- Alicia wake up, Sierra said.
- Nah just go on without me, I don't really want to go, my keys are on the counter, I said. " really Alicia I want you to go. Sierra said.
- Nahh, I'm just really not in the mood, just go without me we'll talk later. Alicia said. After that she left and I laid back in my bed thinking about Tee.