I wish that I could speak to you, if you'd just give me a chance. I'm really just sick of it all, this stupid song and dance. I'm feeling kind of useless, down and out of luck. I'd try to talk to someone, but no-one gives a fuck. I know that I'm cared for and surrounded by my friends, but every single day another relationship ends. I feel that they don't like me and play along for fun. I feel like it is just a game and all but me have won. It all just seems so fake sometimes, no way someone likes me. Cause when I'm actually myself, they're gone and history. So I fake it and put on a mask, so no one can see the pain. Because no one can see your tears if you're standing in the rain. A few see me without it, and for that I love them so. But for everyone else in my life, I'll have to let them go
