Δ•°¡ ♡Puppy Love♡ ¡•°Δ (a toxic Miya Chinen fanfiction)

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Why?

Why?

Why me...?

Tell me......

Does me suffering bring you joy....?

Tell me .... Mother .... Father .... tell me .... 

...why...

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*BEEP BEEP BEEP* 

I woke up to the sound of my alarm echoing throughout my room. I had awaken in a cold sweat from my dream... 

another night mare......

"....... It's too early for this shit..." 

I had woken up panting from the dream I had, but it's normal now. I'm starting to get these dreams a lot more often so their berable... i guess...

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I got up from bed and headed to the washroom with my uniform. Today I go to my new school, i'm not nervous tho i'm more annoyed than nervous. I've never really gone to school now that i think about it... I was... I guess you can call it homeschooled. I don't know man all i know is that i've never really gone to school. 

I took a shower than put on my sailor like uniform, not gonna lie I kinda felt like if i was in sailor moon. You know like the transformation thing... nevermind....

I walked towards the kitchen so that i could get something to eat. I ended up just eating a protein bar i found in the cabinet. I made my way towards the front door slipped on my shoes, walked out locked the door and started walking to school. 

To be honest it was really fresh out, the sun still wasn't completely out at the time. On my way to the bus stop there was this skateshop called 'DOPE SKETCH'. I did always have a thing for skateboarding so I made a mental note to visit the store later that day. While I was walking past the store I heard i think it was 2 pair footsteps, they were talking about a beef? What the hell is that? and why is one of them saying beef is dangerous? I don't know... kinda weird. I just ignored it and kept walking to school. 

Not even a minute later the one in the red started to speak to me. Like honestly, who does that? But regardless, it's rude to just stay silent. So i just made small talk with him, i just didn't want to be rude you know.

"Hey! do you mind getting that skateboard for me!" the read head yelled as he was trying to catch the skateboard. It was coming my way so the only logical thing to do is catch it...right?

I grabbed the skateboard and handed it to him, after that he introduced himself as well as his other friend. I believe his name was langa? something like that. I ended up telling them that I was interested in trying out skateboarding.... afterall i do need something to keep them off my mind. we ended up parting near the bus stop, we did agree to meet each other at the shop so I can get a skateboard and start learning how to ride one! I'm really excited! I haven't been this excited to try something other than the first time i heard i was getting out of the hell hole!

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so yea ima be going on a rampage on this book so expect a bunch of updates, also what color should the skateboard be im thinking kinda of a blueish greenish color. idk i'll figure it out

-one&only