The girls across the hall

first easter

                                                        Marina  :

Last night  I did up an Easter  basket  for Nova and hid it. It's a tradition  from my  family ,  I used to  love this. When I  was  little  my mom used to hide my basket and I'd go find  it when I woke up and I'd find it and I'd have breakfast  and I would help my mom  cook our easter dinner  and  my brother would be so happy to  help by the time he go up. My brothers  the same age as Brad . April  28th  of  1995  Sam used to be my best  friend . Sam ended  up  in  trouble  with  the  law doing drugs and  drug deals. He got jailed for  it. Sam was my old family because  he took care  of  me my mom died from an ulster  leading  to  cancer  a couple of  years  ago  now. My dad passed away  in  a car crash  when I was 14 . And through  all that I had the Vamps music  to get me through  it. Then there's my ex he called me everything but a girl when I was pregnant and left me. This  is the  reason  I moved to  the  UK .  I wanted to get away with a fresh  start  where nobody  knows me and in away it's like running  away from  my  problems and trying to get a new start . And this will be  my first  Easter  that Nova can actually  enjoy. And in our  first  apartment . 

I got up and got breakfast  ready. I got Nova up. "  Hey baby girl , morning  it's Easter". I carried her   into the kitchen . I gave Nova her breakfast  and then  I  took her hand and walked her to her room  and  picked out an outfit  and changed  her  diaper . I  settled on this:

We had some  breakfast  and  a few  marshmallows  that look like peanuts , that are peanut  free because  I know how she hates being cleaned  up  and  I know I'd feel bad  if Nova had touched anyone  with a nut alergey . We  played with  the  toys that Nova's new friends  parents said it was okay to play with. I thought it was cute .