Death Note X SMR (Seme Male Reader) Boyfriend scenarios

⚠️Them reacting to your suicide ⚠️

HEY HEY HEY! IT'S BEEN A HOT MINUTE HOW YALL DOIN

Sorry im making a comeback with some sad shit-

⚠️ WARNING SENSITIVE TOPICS UP AHEAD⚠️

I can't think for some reason  so I'm just gonna explain how you did it and what their reaction was

Light: You slit your wrist and died from blood loss.

You rushed into your dorm and locked yourself in the bathroom.

He tried to follow you but you  locked the door and didn't say anything.

When he found you he was completely shocked. He didn't know how to react other than scream and crying and trying to get you to  respond. 

He knew that you were gone but just couldn't get over the fact that you were and that you did it to yourself.

At first he thought Misa wrote your name in her death note but Rem told light she didn't and let him check the notebook.

After seeing that your name was nowhere to be found in her book he broke down.

He just couldn't think of why you would do such a thing.

His family was also majorly affected by this since you've known each other ever since you and light were little. Even Ryuk was upset and tried to comfort Light

They all cried at your funeral 

Light became depressed and started overworking himself with the death note

L: You hung yourself

He noticed how uneasy you were for the past couple of days. He asked what was wrong but you smiled and said nothing as you went upstairs.

He went up to your shared room ( Yall are at the task force hotel thing) and tried to open the door but it was locked. 

He panicked and banged on the door until he decided to kick it down.

What he saw was a horrifying image straight out of a nightmare. 

He screamed and everyone came running up the steps to see L trying to get you down as tears continuously rolled down his face 

Everyone was in complete shock and rushed into the room.

They were trying to help L take you down. 

Misa called an ambulance as the others were taking you down. 

Watari pulled L away as he comforted L

After the police and ambulance arrived they took you out on a the bed thing (IDK WHAT ITS CALLED HELP)

L reached for you as you were taken away

Cried non-stop 

Couldn't understand why you would do this.

Blamed himself for it

At first he thought Kira made you do such a thing but it just didn't add up.

At your funeral he just couldn't bring himself to accept your death.

He clung onto your casket as he cried and screamed your name 

 The others had to pull him off as they were trying to contain themselves from breaking as well

Near: You overdosed

He couldn't believe you did such a thing 

He would cry himself to sleep all the time

He let all his emotions out

Mello comforted him 

stopped playing with toys

would wear all your clothes

Mello: You shot yourself

It didn't help that he saw you do it either

He was just in shock

When he saw you on the floor bleeding for your head he flipped the fuck out.

Cried his heart out.

And blamed Kira for it but he knew better

He gave up on the Kira investigation

Started being harder on his minions (The people that work for him)

Stopped eating chocolate

Would be so traumatized that whenever he see's a gun or hears gunshots he would start to break down and cry.

He wouldn't even touch a gun but when he did his hand would shake. 

IM SORRY ITS BAD!