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Hi.
Miss M. I'm a girl. Currently 16 and 3 months old. Born in Malaysia, a beautiful and multiracial country in Southeast Asia. Ethnicity, Malay which makes me a Muslim.

So, I love reading firstly. Well, not love. It's like something I would do if I'm bored. I have a 'passion' to watch animes, reading mangas and watching movie. I want to say that I'm a weeb but I'm not. It would take years to hold the honourable title.

I was a Kpop fan. BTS, EXO, GOT7 and so on. They were like, gosh so amazing that I got addicted to reading fanfics in Wattpad when I was 10. I read (past tense) smuts but then, my parents caught me. They confiscated my phone and I was depressed. Haha, well.. I had to say goodbye to my addictions. 6 years later, here I am. Mooahahahahahh (it's a Jin joke, get it?)

I love writing journals, obviously. I write this public journal just simply to share things that are exciting or just sad (to me). I love writing because yeah, why not. You can feel emotions and feeling with words. I started writing journal when I was ten, I think. I remember having a pretty cool diaries and then after sometime, I read the nasty and cringey things I wrote and burn them all. Kidding, I threw them out.

What else?

School. I am just an average student in science stream. I love Additional Maths and (earlier this year, 2021) and Chemistry. I'm quite close to the teachers because I love praising and making them happy. I am in a cheerleading team. I love sports and I want to be in a sports team but I guess I'm not that athletic among other students. I am in Malay Club, a language that Malay people speak.I love studying because I just don't know what to do with my free time.

Roughly, I have a pretty good bubble of friends. I am the spontaneous and extroverted friend. Some might think I'm nosy, busybody, basic and just purified annoying. Well, what could I say? That's my charm. Hmm, I think I will probably tell you guys about my friends more after this.

Lovelife. Yes, youth is the peak season of falling in love and dating someone. I, Miss M, have a lot of crushes eversince I knew what is the meaning of crush (I was 9 when I knew what crush is). For 7 years, I have had probably maybe unintentionally around 16 people I've fallen for. Plus random strangers I barely know. Excluded my 2D crushes.

I divide my crushes into two. Major and minor crush. Major crush is cruches that last a month, in my case. As for minor crush, I would say less than 3 weeks.

I have 4 major crushes. And a lot of minor crushes. I will tell you more. I have three exes. Yes, more tea to spill. Hehe ♡.

Family. I am the eldest out of six (including myself). I have both parents still. My Mama is a very graceful and admirable person. My Ayah (my father's salutation in Malay) is a very strict and quiet person. I have two younger brothers and three younger sisters. The names following -> I, N, S, Z and A. I feel blessed and thankful for the loud and noisy family I've had. Even when we have big arguments and fights all the time, we still care and will be there for each other.

Well, I don't know what to write anymore. Please, do suggest me to write about things you want to know or just give me ideas and I will edit this part.

Oh, my hope for this is that I want to make this public journal as my records of memories that I want to cherish every day. I want to say and write things that I think of on the day. I want to write this public journal even after I graduated, married and each phases I will go through. My joy, my sorrow, my laughter and my tears. Thus, I want everyone to enjoy my public journal as I pour my feeling and love in it.

*the picture was taken when I was five*

Thank you for reading a piece of my life. I wish you all to have good life, happiness, prosperity, love and in great health.

"The joy you share is double the happiness. The sorrow you share is half the pain"

♡, Miss M.