Better Or Worse ( sequel to Beauty and the Beast)

Chapter 32

* Sam's POV*
I woke up and I saw Harry's face. " Please wake up Sam... I need you." he whispered, clearly not knowing that I was awake. I quickly shut my eyes and mumbled, " She needs a kiss to wake up." I could tell he looked up as I was trying to hide my smile. He chuckled and said, " You're such a dork babe." I opened my eyes and giggled, " Can I at least get a kiss?" I asked, pouting. He then sighed, " If I have to." I could tell he was being sarcastic. I nodded and replied, " You have to." He then leaned in and we kissed a much needed kiss. Once we pulled apart, he then whispered, " Please, don't ever leave me again." I put my hand on his cheek and replied, " I never left Harry. I was always with you." He them smiled and kissed my nose. We then just sat there in silence for a few seconds, " What did Edward do to you babe?" Harry asked, looking down at his hands. I shook my head and replied, " Nothing other than make my life a living hell." He put his hand on my left arm, " What did he write on your arm. I felt the pain Sam, I want to know." he said. I then got tears in my eyes, " He wrote the word slut on my arm, and on my thigh, he wrote bitch. He tried to cut my stomach, but I think Marcel or Tommo got to Edward before he could." I choked out. I felt Harry tense. " I think I know why he's acting like this." he growled. I furrowed my eyebrows and asked, " Why would he Harry?" He chuckled, " I should've known by the way he calls you his favorite girl. How he was around you. Man, I should've known." I put my hand over his hand that was resting on my thigh, " Tell me Harry." I pleaded. He looked up and he said, " He loves you Sam. Not as a friend nor sister. He loves you, and he's jealous that I have you and that I got you pregnant instead of him getting you pregnant." The wheels started turning in my head as I realized that he would've never raped me nor kissed me if he didn't like me. I then said, " Harry. I'm gonna tell you something and try not to get pissed off." He nodded as if telling me to continue. I took a deep breath and said, " Edward made out with me, of course he forced it since I was all tied up and shit, and then he raped me." Harry tensed yet again, this time, not calming down, " HE DID WHAT!?!?!?!?" He yelled. I quickly grabbed Harry's arm, trying to calm him down. He sat back down, still tense, " It's okay Harry. He didn't do it again. It was only that one time. I swear." I said. He calmed down a little bit, but he was still pretty pissed. I put my hand on his cheek, making him look at me, " Did you enjoy it Sam?" He asked. I shook my head and furrowed my eyebrows, " No. I didn't enjoy it because it was forced." I replied. " So if it wasn't forced, you would enjoy it??!!" Harry asked, raising his voice. I shook my head and replied softly, " No. I wouldn't like it either way. I love you and only you." Harry then got tears in his eyes, " I don't know why, but... I'm starting to not trust you around Edward." he said, meaning it. My eyes widened and I then replied, " Harry... why on earth would you think of that?! Edward did that to me, I didn't want to do that!!" Harry then shook his head, " I don't really believe that." He replied, his voice raising again. I rolled my eyes and tears started to form in them, " Harry, stop thinking like that! Right now your letting in your demons and remember what happened the last time you let them in? You almost killed Elizabeth!!" I cried out. His eyes grew black, " Do you think that it's my choice to let them in!?!? Well it's not!! They come in whenever you're not around!!" His voice boomed. The tears in my eyes came out and were running down my face, " I'm here right now Harry! Just focus on me and not the demons. Let me help you through it." I said, my voice cracking. His eyes then turned lighter, " Sam. You're my light in my darkest hours. I don't know how you love me even though I'm not good enough to be your husband, nor the father of the baby." His voice cracked. I then replied, " Harry, don't you ever say that again. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't have married you. I would've never came back to you. I would've never have let you get me pregnant. Sometimes, I think I'm not good enough to be your wife. But you show me that I'm good enough to be your wife. I love you so fucking much Harry that words can't describe how much I love you." He smiled and I smile back at him. He then pulled me in for a huge, warm embrace that I truly missed.

A/N
THE HAMMIE FEELZ IN THIS CHAPPIE!!!!!! I almost died like ten times while writing this!! The last chappie which was the non update one, I was in the great city of Chicago!!!! I love you all!!! Bibbles!!!!! ;*