haikyuu one-shots

'old notes'. -kenhina (onle- au.)

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in this au, hinata and kenma were online friends.
hinata was homeschooled,
this story will be based around small
conversations!
tw; suicide

(started ; aprl. 3. )
(ended ; )
(edited ; )

hinata ; sunflower
kenma ; applepi

and so, a friendship was formed.
over the next few months, they'd talk almost daily. kenma had even invited him into a server w/ a few other people.
but, there'd be conversations where hinata would seem off- his grammar would be terrible, almost not readable. and he complains about headaches the days after- kenma had suspicions that shoyo had issues with possible drug use- regarding things he's over heard in their calls.

but one that didn't sit right with him,
they were calling all night one day.

it was going good, normal conversations. when kenma heard a background voice

"DAMNIT SHOYO! I THOUGHT WE WERE DONE WITH THIS. WHY THE FUCK IS THERE MORE EMPTY PILL BOTTLES?!"

"MUM! IM SORRY, IT WASNT ME!"

'kenma, i gotta go.'

/call ended ; 3:49\
after the multi-hair boy heard this. he was concerned, he was worried for the boy.
so, he did what any sane person would.

yachi quickly explained, that she hadn't seen shoyo in a year. but he struggled with mental health issues, from a toxic relationship- but his parents were normally nice. kenma and yachi talked for quite a while, trying to get ahold of shoyo, who'd been offline all day.

but kenma, and yachi. had to go to a training camp.

no wifi.
:)

at this point in time, they've been friends a bit over 7 months, but they didn't really talk about life, only games and volleyball- their escapes from life.

there wasn't much to say about they're conversations , but still they had a relationship that couldn't ever be broken.

well, by anyone else.
when kenma got home from his training camp, he unlocked his phone- already shaking scared of what he'd see.

the world seemed to stop as he opened the notification.

4 days ago.

kenma couldn't breathe, he called and called shoyo. not a answer , not once .

he eventually heard from yachi that shoyo was pronounced dead 32 hours after that messages was sent, he had died from overdose.

kenma couldn't do anything but read old messages, wishing he wouldn't have gone to that camp.
he knew he probably wouldn't have been able to stop him anyway, but the guilt ate him alive. he weighed him down,
it hurt.

so, he reread the messages again.

'kenma! i got my little sister to enjoy volleyball!! we passed to each other!'

'kenma, i got a pikachu! '

'kenma, wanna call until we fall asleep?'

'kenma!! i got a volleyball net ! '

'kenma, good luck.'

kenma silenty cried as he typed out a message, knowing shoyo wouldn't ever see it.