Trigger warning for;
toxicity?
fighting, yelling
illnesses, death.
~gender neutral reader~
SHORT ASF LIKE ALL THE OTHER STORIES HERE
i hate writing on my phone because the autocorrect is wild like it will correct talk to y'all and idk why-
enjoy my elite grammar
(also i can't write for kenma 😩✋)
:)
"kenma? do you have plans..?"
".."
"..kenma?"
"oh.. yeah sorry."
"oh- that's fine! uhm- tomorrow do you?"
"l/n, i have plans tomorrow as well."
".."
"."
"when'll you be free?"
"..i don't know, whenever i can beat this boss "
"you're busy for a ga-game?"
"yeah"
"oh-uhm.."
"i'm gonna go now, bye l/n"
"b-bye.."
~
calling..
calling...
calling..
calling...
..
your call had been forwarded to an automated voice messaging system, your messager
"kenma.. "
is not available, to leave a message please reply after the beep.
*beep*
"oh-uhm, heh kenma.. i was calling to uhm.. let you know i won't be at school tomorrow.. uhm.. call me back if you hear this i guess.."
as almost always, he didn't answer. it always seemed to you that he loved his games more then he loved you- and you guys had been dating since your first year, or his second. as you were both now in college he'd seem more distant to you, but of course you brushed it off as a bad day. maybe his memories were bugging him, so you'd try to comfort him. he didn't really let you though. it felt as if he was giving up on the relationship, and it was tearing you apart.
the next day at school
kenma quietly looked around to see if he could find you, but he didn't see you anywhere. he quickly pulled out his phone and saw your voicemail, listening to it. he sent you a text asking why, and went to his class. he didn't mean to be distant towards you but he felt as if he'd only let you down, so he was trying to remain quiet. he was scared he'd lose you.
he decided he'd check on you after school and formally apologized for the last few weeks, kuroo had talked a bit of sense into him last night.
after school
before kenma could even knock you opened the door, with eyes brimmed red.
"k-kenma, we're don-"
"l/n, i'm sorry."
"kenma? w-"
"i've been really dis-"
"kenma stop. stop it!"
"l/n-"
"no!"
"WHY WONT YOU LET ME APOLOGIZE "
"BECAUSE YOU DONT KNOW WHATRE YOUR APOLGIZING FOR ITS NOT JUST THE DISTANCE"
"TELL ME WHAT ELSE THEN PLEASE"
"NO BECAUSE.. then.. i'd feel as if i was forcing you to be someone elsE"
"l/n.. "
"NO ST-STop.."
"IM SORRY FIR EVERYTHING THAT I DID ILL DO BETTER"
"KENMA IT WAS YOU, OKAY?!? IM ENDING IT BECAUSE IM GOING TO- i'm going to die.. OKAY?! IM SORRY!"
"l/n.."
"GET OUT, GO AWAY I HATE YOU"
".."
you slammed the door in his face, and fell down the the floor crying- you regretted everything you'd just said. though to late to take it back you silently broke down. kenma, stood outside your door shocked and silently crying. you were gonna die, and i hate you could be the last thing he heard. neither of you spoke for weeks.
"kenma, i'm sorry."
after two weeks he received a text.
he never got to reply, because every got a call.
"kenma, y/n died."
he never said goodbye.
"kuroo, i want to die, i don't want to live without them."
