Recently I've been feeling super detached from reality and my mind feels like it's floating away from my body and my physical body is sinking down, melting into the core of the Earth. I want to live in the moment. Why am I spending this time being sad over the unknown? I know I shouldn't go onto my phone and spend pointless time scrolling through TikTok or talking to someone on Snapchat. Social media is a major destruction in our lives, it's an illusion crushing our abilities to think, a distraction from reality. Social media distracts people so much from reality that they forget who they are because they are so involved in the reality they have created that they don't want to work on their own problems. Anyways, yeah, I want to have that person I can be with and never get tired of, having funny, spiritual talks with, chill and explore nature. I also want to be more comfortable with spending time completely alone and having the time of my life, only thinking about now. I am so lucky to have amazing sources surrounding me. My life is a blessing that I cherish.
