||Him|| Bakugo x reader

better now ||chapter 10||

a week a bit passed since the hospital visit

I woke up and stood in front of the mirror looking at my face, i had dark circles under my eyes from the lack of sleep and my eyes were really tired looking. i headed down stairs in a hoodie and joggers as my cat jasper followed me, i walked into the kitchen and poured some coffee for myself and and i picked up the cup and dragged myself back up stairs to my room and i sat on my bed after i sat my coffee cup on my bedside table. i grabbed my phone from the bedside table and checked the class group chat

class 1A :)

Mina- hope you are doing well y/n were all hoping to see you at school!

everyone all replied with "yea!!!" in unison

me- thanks guys ill see you all at school!

I held the coffee cup to my lips and i sipped on the coffee and watched maddie Ransom's latest vlog while i lazily started to get ready for school (you should all check her channel shes got some really cool vlogs!!)

I walked to the shower and washed myself, i hopped out after a ten minute shower and i walked to my room getting dressed as i continued to watch the youtube video, i sat on my bed and i dried the brushed my hair.I zoned out for a bit "Y/n c'mon it's time for school!" i grabbed my bag and my phone along with the earphones "c'mon let's go pumpkin" papa said putting his hand on my head smiling down at me.

i sat in the car as we where nearly at school with papa and dad when i put my earphones in and listened to some music until i remembered "oh fuck.." i said out loud "Y/n you okay?" dad looked in the mirror of the car and looked at me "y-yea i'm okay" i could feel something heavy on my chest and my mind started to go cloud 'i forgot to take my medication,again' i looked down at my hands and dug into the skin with my nails,or what ever i had of my nails since i kept biting them. i couldn't tell my dads that i wasn't taking my medication i didn't want them worrying 'just make it through today without it and get it when you go home' finally we were outside of UA I unbuckled my belt and got out the car with my bag. i could feel my body shaking i was just anxious standing outside the fucking building, seriously Y/n how pathetic can you be stop being a little pussy and go in.

I walked in the buildings doors with Dad and Papa, dad split off from us and went to his office meanwhile me and papa stood in the middle of the UA building "y/n are you okay, you look a little pale" he said feeling my forehead for a temperature, i didn't reply to him i was too shaken up to talk "y/n did you take your medication?" he kneeled down to my height "no i didn't" i stammered. The school bell rang and before he could say anything i was walking away to my class 'shit shit SHIT y/n your so fucking dumb you know that medication is the only way you can function now a days' 'but i feel sick when i take it, i feel funny,i feel like i'm being controlled' i kept arguing with myself back and forth in my head until i realised i was outside my classroom, 'i can do this' i said scratching my hands making little cuts in them "fuck it" i mumbled under my breath and i walked in and sat at my desk "Y/N!" everyone shouted in unison, i tried to smile at them but my smile didn't last a second

I took my seat and brought my books out and my pencils, we all waited a while for Mr Aizawa to come in and start teaching us. "morning class" he walked in with a coffee mug and his hand and one in his pocket "Good morning sir" iida said doing his hands in little choppy motions, everyone replied after iida saying good morning as well.

half way through class

i rested my head on my desk, i felt really tired just tired of everything. i heard some footsteps and they stopped i could feel a slight poke on my shoulder, i sat up and rested my head in my hands and looked to see my Dad looking at me with his arms folded and by the look on his face i could tell he wasn't impressed "y/n step out class for a moment" i looked up at him and got up then made my way to the door. He finally comes out the class and looks down to me as he closes the class door "y/n" "what is it" i snapped at him, i didn't mean to sound mean his eyes widened as hen kneeled down to me "whats wrong.." he put his hand on my shoulder looking at me, i could feel the tears in my eyes forming but i held it back "i'm just done with it all dad i'm not happy like everyone else is and i feel like i'm choking on my thoughts sometimes and i don't know how to cough them out" i slid down the side of the wall and i started crying "y/n did you take the pills" he asked looking down at me "no dad i didn't" i could feel him gritting his teeth "and why didn't you take them" he said in his monotone voice "they make me not myself, i want to be myself dad" i said wiping my eyes "okay i'm going to talk to papa after school, for the meanwhile take these" he put his hand out and it was my pills.

it was 30 minutes after i took my pills and i walked in and sat down in my chair, i looked over at mina and gave her a smile she saw me and waved and smiled to me. finally it was lunch "thank goodness it's lunch now!" i said putting my arms behind my head walking down the hall way with the baku squad "y/n what are you having for lunch?" mina asked tilting her head "SOBA NOODLES OF COURSE" they all laughed and chuckled while i was walking backwards being funny until-

HELLO EVERYONE ITS THE AUTHOR HERE AND I AM REALLY REALLY SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING FOR A WEEK- i'm trying to find motivation besties and i've finally found it :D but i'm going back to school next week ^_^ so i might not update but i'm going to be updating this week. we'll just see how it goes!!!!