I swear I am sick of this life.
Why can't I rest?
Why does society hates me?
What is my purpose living in this world?
Why can't I be like those normal High School kids?
Why does it have to be me to suffer?
Why am I filled with fake words?
Why does my surroundings are fake?
Is it because all I can see is black and white?
Or
Is it because I can't be perfect like my sister?
Damn life.
I am here in front of the bridge this is my 21st attempt of suicidal.
5x of attempting of jumping on rooftop.
12x of cutting.
4x of stabbing.
But nothing works.
Just what's Kami-sama's plan and he won't let me die?
My life is full of pressures and comparing.
Why can't Kami let me rest?
I hope I succeed this time I am really tired all I want is to rest from this goddamn society from this goddamn life.
I'm tired trying to be perfect.
I'm tired trying.
I'm tired chasing my parents love.
I'm tired trying to be like my sister to get their love.
SO
PLEASE
KAMI
SAMA
LET
ME
REST!!!
I heard people screaming when I jumped of the bridge. I was met by the embrace of the cold water of the river.
I can feel my consciousness drifting.
If only I knew that committing that will be more worse.
~...~
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Dadzawa's daughter
FanfictionAkemi (a name given by Aizawa) was a reincarnated 15 years old girl who died drowning. Sick of her life and yes she committed suicide but never less God gave her mercy (insert sarcasm) he let her live in her favorite anime Boku no Hero Academia. But...
