gaege pov
It's been 2 days since i did what i did. Iv'e just got out of hospital and i'm really not in the mood to talk to anyone, even kevin or the boys.
I'm planning on ghosting everyone until i'm ready to face the backlash of the hospital trip.
"shit" i think "does this mean i have to do a video explaining why i did what i did...the fans do deserve to know the truth." i say to myself quietly.
~2 hours later~
"hey guys whats up, it's me juicy." i say, my smile instantly fades and i put my head down.
"we need to talk about something" " yesterday i got discharged from the hospital... and i think you want to know why i was in hospital." tears filled my eyes and i bit my nails. "i was and still am in a dark point of my life. i was sick of life because my ex confronted me with her new boyfriend and they told me to basically die" i hesitated to finish the story as tears filled my eyes.
"so i put a razor to my wrists and well you know what happened. i blacked out and woke in the hospital."
after i finished the video, i decided not to post it as i'm jut not ready to tell people that the most happy and childish one out of the boys is actually the most depressed
~6 weeks later~
josh pov
as i join the discord, i see that there's no juicy again.
"still no juicy?" i say a bit disapointed. "no dawg, hes a ghost." eddie says with his head down, still upset.
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juicyxreader
Romanceafter you and your parents argue, you leave kansas to go to florida. where you meet someone special. things go up and down hill.fast. ⚠️warning⚠️ contains self harm-⚠️ suicide attempt-❗️ may contain smut-🍋(but no promises) contains strong language...
