juicyxreader

❗️suicide attempt❗️

gaege pov

When i woke up, I just felt a hole in me. y/n was the only person who filled it, and now that shes gone, its only bigger.
"i cant take this shit no more!" i scream as tears explode from my eyes.

i stand up and make a youtube video, saying my goodbyes to everyone.

y/n pov

i feel horrible for shouting at him, what if something was wrong but he didnt feel comfortable talking to me?
as i stand up, i see that he posted a youtube video. "i thought he wasnt posting for a while?" i say to myself.

notification
juicy has posted a video:goodbye everyone.

i instantly press on it and watch it

i quickly read the description

description
thank you guys for everything you have done. i love you all for supporting me, but i can't keep living like the way i am. i can't do this shit no more. I hope you understand that what i do has nothing to do with yous. you just gave me a reason to live longer. so this is my goodbye.forever.❤️

tears fill my eyes as i run out the front door. I dont think, just run to his house.
as i run to his front door, i see that he hasnt locked it. "GAEGE!! WHERE ARE YOU!" i scream as i run into his living room.
I hear a bang coming from his room. As i run in i see that he is hanging himself. I grab the chair he pushed over and put it under his feet.

I grab a knife and cut him down. "gaege... please wake up." i sob and i hug his unconscious body.
after 10 minutes, i see his arm move. "gaege? its me... y/n." i say as i see his eyes open.
"y/n? i'm sorry" he says as he starts crying. i say nothing just hug him.

                                     ~ 1 hour later~

we get out of the hospital. we only went there to make sure nothing was injured badly.
"i'm sorry i shouted at you gaege." i say quietly as we walk back to his house.
"i'm sorry i lied to you y/n." he replies. "i heard you on the phone saying gaege is a prick and laughing with your friend. so i assumed you were talking about me." he says as he puts his head down.
"gaege. my friends ex boyfriend is called gage, he cheated on her so i told her he was a prick to cheer her up. i was never talking about you." i say and smiles as he looks at me.
"oh. im sorry i should've asked you. or knew you would'nt say anything about me." he says as i giggle.
"yes you shoul've mr gibson"i laugh. "agreed. Miss giggles" he laughs back.

after we get back to the house, he deletes the video and posts on instagram

@juicyfruitsnacks

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juicyfruitsnacks to the people who saw my youtube video( i deleted it now) i'm sorry if i scared you. there was an argument with a close friend, and i thought i lost everything. i was not thinking straight and if she did not come to my house, i would not be here right now. cheers   @murray_maniac❤️😂

murray_maniac ye u better thank me😂 doosh.
juicyfruitsnacks reply to murray_maniac 😝

mully dude u scared the shit outta me. thought we lost our juicy.🤣😭

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we sit and laughed about all the comments and texts from the boys. josh had texted him so much saying he he cant die until he tried fairy bread.