Feelings | markhyuck

10| the truth

Donghyuck entered the room and smiled as he saw Mark "Hey.." Mark turned back to look at the younger boy "Hey." Donghyuck sat on the bed and looked at the boy, his cheeks easily turning red. Mark put his hand on the boy's forehead "You must be sick because of yesterday your face is red again" Donghyuck quickly shook his head "Oh no no i'm just...M-Mark i need to tell you something" he said, nervously biting his lip. Mark nodded and put his thumb on Donghyuck's bottom lip, making him stop biting it. "Okay but stop doing that." Donghyuck stared at the blond boy with wide eyes "I-I s-sure..." he mumbled and cleared his throat before gently taking Mark's hand "Mark i...i know we only known each other for a few months but all this time we spent together made me realize that i...i have feelings for you..." He said smiling softly.

Mark looked at the boy, blinking twice "What do you mean?" he asked 'Have feelings for me? The fuck is that supposed to mean' Donghyuck blushed and bit his lip again "I like you Mark...m-more than friends.." Mark blinked again, slowly pulling his hand away "Sorry Donghyuck i can't feel the same way" he said and got up. Donghyuck looked at the older in confusion and sadness, his eyes getting teary "W-What do you mean? Why can't you?" Mark shrugged, and faced the boy again "I told you the first time we ever talked, i literally can't feel anything" Donghyuck let out a sad chuckle "Mark stop with the deep quotes! You could've said the truth.." Mark looked at Donghyuck with his usual dead look "Fine, the truth is Hyuck i have Alexithymia, i'm not making shit up." Donghyuck's look turned into a worried look as he got up "W-What is that...?" Mark sighed "It's basically a disorder where i can't feel any physical and mental emotions and feelings." Donghyuck' eyes widened "So...that's why you can't like me back? Mark why didn't you say anything about this..i'm your friend after all..." Mark shrugged "I don't want people knowing about it so please don't say anything to anyone" Donghyuck nodded "Sure don't worry...but is there anyway i can help? i would do anything Mark, just tell me" Mark looked into Donghyuck' eyes "Well i'm already taking medicines but actually..you helped me feel something yesterday so maybe you could help but it would be tiring, please just ignore anything i said." Donghyuck grabbed Mark's hand and looked at him with a loving look "Mark what do you actually want?" Mark sighed and looked at the ground before looking up

"I just want to feel something..."

"Then let me help you Mark..."