Where I wanna be

Ch.23

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I couldn't believe what I was hearing , I would never leave her over that. I do want a baby but if it's meant to be it will happen we just gotta put it all in gods hands. I love Lailani with my whole heart I hate that she feels this way.

"Baby" I said walking in into our room

There she sat looking as beautiful as the day I met her with a tear stained face laying across our bed.

"Hey when did you get here" she said sitting straight up wiping her face quickly

She never was the type to let people see her show her emotions.

"I heard everything " I said sitting at the end of the bed

"It's nothing to worry about seriously money" she said sarcastically

I knew when she call me by my street name that she was starting to get irritated with me but I didn't care this wasn't shit we can just brush under the rug.

"That's what you on? this is not the time for that shit" I said to her

" I don't have time for this . I have to do inventory for jayda " she said trying to brush pass me

"This not shit you can just brush under the rug . I wanna be able to talk to you about this. I love you , stop trying to push me away" I said as I held her in place

"Whatever I don't wanna talk about it , can you just leave me alone damn" she yelled as she pushed me and when she finally reached our bathroom that was connected to our room she slammed the door.

"Baby come out we don't have to talk about it tonight" I said knocking softly

I sat there for about another 15 mins before she came out instantly hugging me while crying

"I'm sorry , I'm sorry , I'm sorry" she kept repeating

"You don't not have to apologize. I love you ok" I told her as I rubbed her head

We stood there what felt like forever that's when we heard

"What's going on?" Jayda asked standing in the door way

This was just too much right now .

"I don't feel good" LaLa said running right back in the bathroom going straight to the toilet

"Hey pretty , La ain't feeling to well right now . Ima come in there and talk to you alright just give me a min to check on her ok ?" I said

"Ok tell her I love her" she said still looking confused

"Ok I will be right there in a min"

Once Jayda left out I started to get shit ready for LaLa so she can relax. I lit her strawberry pound cake candle . I put fresh new sheets and cover on our bed . I even got her fav snacks out the pantry. At the moment she was binge watching greys anatomy so I turned that on for her .

As I walk in the bathroom she sitting next to the toilet and she just looks exhausted.

"Lailoni come on get out them clothes for me mamas . I'm about to run you some bath water so you can relax ok" I told her as I got to eye level with her

"Ok" she mumbled

I can tell this baby shit really putting a toll on my baby. It's time we have a real talk about it. Which we should've been talked about.

"You want your candles lit ?" I asked

When I turned around she was in the tub while it was running it was half way filled anyway . She so OCD that she have bathroom candles , they only for the bathroom so we keep them under the sink after we done with em.