wish she wasn't you (Wilbur x reader)

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Y/N's pov

~skip to 5 days later, on Thursday ~

we talked to each other for all these days until now. It turned out that he was so much funnier than i though

i need to calm down. This is unbelievable. My heart was beating really fast. So many thoughts roamed my mind but only one was the biggest:

I've lost all day to choose what to wear tomorrow. I would really like to get to know him better and better.

~the next morning~

i'm still tired but i have only 30 minutes left until 8.00pm... i get up and i started to get ready. I was choosing a comfy outfit.

after 20 minutes i heard my phone ringing. It was Will

are you ready?

yeah, come to the hallway.
seen

after about 2 minutes, I see Wilbur coming out of his room. Our outfits were almost coordinated without doing it on purpose.

"Good morning Y/N!" he shouted

-good morning! where we're gonna go?- i replied

"i know a pretty place where we could go"

i nodded.

as we walked, I took his hand by mistake, without even noticing. He suddendly stopped walking

"Y/N... what does it means?" he whispered

I finally saw it and I immediately loose my hand from his and i started blushing. He was staring at me and then he hold my hand and he started smiling. I was feeling really numb

What does it means?
Am i dreaming?
This can't be real
So what i'm gonna say now?

Then he started to walk again continuing to hold my hand and i said nothing.

~5 minutes later~

"This is the pretty place i was talking about earlier"

i was still shocked so once again i stayed silent.

We went in, it was a nice place. We sat at a table and he continued to act normal, smiling and staring at me. I finally came out of that state and i was finally able to say something.

-so?

"What?" he said

"How can you act like that if we were holding hands a few seconds ago?" i replied

- I'm gonna be honest with you-

LITTLE WILBUR'S POV

I thought about it all night, I decided to tell her. I prepared myself mentally for a "rejection".

However, i hope she feels the same

Returning to y/n's pov

-i'm gonna be honest with you, y/n. I liked you since we meet and i can't take you off of my mind... i would really like if we could be best friends or idk... i-

i stared at him for a few seconds an i tried to say something but i couldn't

-If you don't know what to say or you're not sure, just stay silent. Think about it.-

he knows how i feel.

By the way, a waiter came right after that and we asked for toasts.

I felt a lot of emotions all together, i wasn't feel really good.

"Sorry Will, i have to go to the bathroom"

he nodded.
I

walked in the bathroom, I rinsed my face. I called my mum since i needed a distraction.

ringing

-hello honey! How are you?-

"pretty fine mum, what about you?"

-me too, so... when are you coming back? -

"I don't know mum, when i will decide i will call you, ok?

-sure! How was the meeting-

"Oh... well, sorry but i'm not in the mood to talk about this"

-ok? I have to work now, bye!!! -

she hanged up.

I came out of the bathroom, feeling better.
i saw Wilbur waiting for me to eat togheter.

I sat down and i told him to start eating

"so when you planned to come back to you're city?" i asked

-i think i will move here-

"Oh..."

-And you? When you're gonna turn back?-

"i really don't know, my mother asked me too..."

-What if you move here with me?- he joked

He maked me laugh. When i was laughing with him, all my thoughts disappeared, like the clouds during summer.

"anyways... i think i should come back tomorrow maybe"

-you decide... - his smile disappeared

we finished breakfast and get out of that place. This time i move on first and i hold his hand. His smile appear again on his face. His smile was my little dose of happiness.

We came back to the hotel and he asked me if i wanted to watch a film togheter.
i accepted.

We choose a romantic film and we layed on the bed. he put his arm around my head and i put my head on his cheat. While we were watching it, i started crying and trembling reminding of my ex boyfriend. Wilbur saw it.

-hey, it's ok- he whispered

he took me a glass of water and then he sat down next to me to hug me.

-don't say anything, i already know why are you crying. You remembered your ex boyfriend.

this was the confirmation that he understood me, he really does.

I stammered "Sorry- i think it's time for me to go". I tried to stand up but he pulled me back down clutching me to himself even more stronger. After a few minutes he carefully pulled me away and start staring at me. afterwards he wiped my tears with his shirt.

-I'll take you to your room, try to sleep- he said.

i stand up still trembling and get to my room with Will. He put me on the bad and covered me with blankets.