Chp. 20: "Right?"

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Travis's POV:

I stare at my ceiling, feeling conflicted. I tap my fingers on my chest and gnaw on my bottom lip,

I'm supposed to be getting up and doing my morning workout, but...

"Fuck," I groan, bringing my hands to my face. I rub my hair back, trying to ignore what had happened last night.

I held her in my arms after she told me the news about her catering business, and it felt...

Nice~

Like, really nice~

"I just wanted to kiss her, what's the big deal??" I say aloud to myself, feeling heat rise to my cheeks, "That doesn't mean I like her..."

Right?

Don't tell me I'm trying to catch feelings...

I raise my hand staring at the ring on my middle finger. I spin it around my finger a few times, "I'm not catching feelings. Not for her, not for anyone."

She didn't seem awkward after I held her in my arms and leaned in to kiss her.

She seemed like...

She...wanted...to...

I pull my pillow over my face.

I hate feelings and how you can just catch them out of nowhere...like a fucking disease...

I hate that...

Suddenly, my phone vibrates, and I reach over and grab it from my nightstand. I read notifications seeing that they are all from the group chat. I laugh a little as I read the texts.

Maybe this could get her off my mind. Dealing with these dumbasses...

😈🖕Ma Bitches 🖕😈

Joshy:

YO!!!

anybody got 5 dollars? I need it for somethin

Chris:

for what?

Joshy:

why you need to know CHRISTIAN

James:

da fuck yall texting the group chat for? it's 5 a.m.

the damn disrespect

Chris:

how'd you put my name in bold print like that? that's some cool shit

Joshy:

I'll tell you if you cash app me 5 dollars

Chris:

you petty bitch

Me:

I got 5 dollars

Joshy:

hell yeah!! Imma send you my cash app!!!!

Me:

but you have to answer Christian's question if you really want it

Joshy:

fuck.

Chris:

yeah!! answer the damn question!!!

Joshy:

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