madison pov
It was a new day and Zoe looked at me while saying 'Hi beautiful did you sleep well' i nodded while i smiled, Cordelia was downstairs saying that we need to get downstairs in 5 minutes, i changed my clothes and i went downstairs.
Cordelia said 'Girls we are going on a camping trip because its so hot outside' everyone was happy but i didn't really knew how to feel. Zoe smiled at me and asked if we could stay in a tent together she was the only one i trusted so i said yes. Cordelia said that we needed to pack our stuff. I grabbed all my clothes and swimsuit but i forgot about all the bruises on my body, Zoe was done packing her stuff and hugged me from behind.
Cordelia yelled at us because we needed to go, we where going to a lake. Queenie drove us with her new car i was sitting next to her and Zoe was sitting behind me and Coco and Mallory where next to her, Misty, Cordelia and nan were sitting behind them. When we got there Zoe was exited and happy, we all helped eachother with the tents and when we were done we were going to swim.
When i wanted to change my clothes i saw my bruises 'fuck what am i supposed to do now?' Zoe didn't hear me because she was outside, Everyone went swimming while i stayed in my tent.
after a few minutes Zoe walked in the tent 'Madison why aren't you swimming?' I looked at my bruises and said 'I'm sorry i don't want anyone to see them' Zoe felt bad for me but she had no idea what to do. 'Madison why can't you just swim and act like nothing is there?' Zoe suggested, that was the dumbest thing i heard people will ask why i have bruises there, 'I don't want to I'm really sorry' i said while looking at my bruises, 'Madison please just do it for me' Zoe said to me while she looked at me with her puppy eyes, 'okay but if anyone asks about it i will be gone and you will not tell someone why i have those bruises' i said irritated 'okay i promise' Zoe said happily.
I walked out of my tent while hiding my bruises with my arms. I got into the water and I already saw Cordelia looking at Zoe worried. I got out after 5 minutes because everyone was looking at me worried and i didn't like the attention, i like attention but not this time. After an hour everyone got out of the water and got into their tent, Zoe walked in and said 'I'm sorry for forcing you to swim i shouldn't have done that' 'It's okay' I said but it really wasn't okay but i didn't want Zoe to feel bad.
It was almost 7 so we went to eat dinner by a campfire. I walked to the campfire with Zoe and coco asked why i had those bruises all over me, I thought 'I don't want to tell them about what happened at the party a few days ago' Nan was reading Madison her thoughts and she said 'something happened at a party a few days ago', I looked at Nan and said 'stfu why can't you let me think for one goddamn minute without you reading my mind I hate you' I said not caring about her feelings. Cordelia said 'Madison what happened at that party?' 'I was gang raped thats why i have all those fucking bruises now leave me the f alone' I said while walking away. I felt so alone and this was all Zoe's fault, Zoe walked in the tent and said nothing, 'Why did you forced me to swim, no one would asked about my bruises if i didn't go swimming this is all your fault you know that right' i said while i was crying, 'Madison i'm so so sorry i just wanted you to go swimming and be happy', I ignored her this dumb fight wasn't worth the energy so i just went outside and i went to the campfire. I heard someone and i really wasn't in the mood to talk so i just told them to go away, it was Misty. 'I'm not in the mood to talk right now swamp witch' she ignored me and she went to sit next to me. She started talking
'Madison I am so sorry about what happened and remember that it's not your fault okay and i know that you are mad at Zoe right now but she just wanted you to be happy please forgive her'
'First off all it was kinda my fault i never said no and if Zoe didn't forced me to swim no one would know about what happened at the party'
'Madison, It's not your fault you never said yes, and even if you said yes you where drunk and that isn't consent, and please forgive Zoe she just tried to make you happy'
I had no idea why Misty was being nice to me I thought she hated me but i was really happy that Misty tried to comfort me, and Zoe never really tried to force me to swim and i just wanted someone to blame it on.
'Thank you Misty for comforting me I thought u hated me' Misty was shocked after i said that 'Madison why would i hate you? I never hate people and especially not you'
'Thanks misty for helping me' i said while walking to my tent. I walked in the tent and i smelled alchohol and i saw thay Zoe stole my vodka and than i heard Zoe crying 'Zoe whats wrong?' i aksed worried, 'I feel so sorry for you i never wanted to force you to do anything i just wanted you to be happy' she said while crying, 'Zoe its not your fault okay you didn't forced me with anything I'm sorry for saying that it was your fault' I hugged her and I smelled the alchohol, I was so tired so i went to sleep and Zoe asked if she could hug me, I went over to Zoe matress and hugged her tightly, 'Madison you are the most beautiful girl i've ever met' I smiled at her and blushed, people always say that to me but this time it felt different, I always thought that i was straight but Zoe made me questioning. 'you're drunk you don't mean that' I said. 'no Madison i do mean that I have always thought that but i just never knew the right time to say it, I think i like you' she said while she was almost asleep, I had no idea how to react because she drunk and she is probably joking or she forgets about this tomorrow, but maybe she really ment it 'Madison ofcourse she doesn't like you you are a disappointment to everyone' I thought so i just went to sleep hoping that she actually means it.
This was part 3 i hope you liked it and my english is still trash but i hope you understand it :)
