Love Me <3

your power

Billie POV

"I'm sorry" I cry out as he hits me again

"Your not sorry bad girls are never sorry" he says hitting me with the belt again

Me and my boyfriend went to a restaurant and the waiter was flirting with me and he got mad because I was "flirting back at her" when all I really wanted was some chicken nuggets

He has hit me a lot but I thought it was bc he was stressed but then it happened 3 more times I tried to convince myself that it was his way of showing his love

But then people made me realize it wasn't love it was abuse but I just couldn't leave him because I'm scared of being alone again

"Get up you dirty whore" he yells

I stand up but almost fall down again because of how much my legs hurt

I fall but he catches me and walks me back to our bed sitting me on the edge

His face turns soft when he sees what he has done to me

"Hey billie look at me" he says crouching down on his knees he puts his hand on my chin lifting my head up i flinch a little

"You know I love you right ?" he ask making me look in to his eyes

I nod my head "yes"

"Use you fucking words" he raises his voice

"Yes master" i say in a shaky small voice on the verge of crying again

"You know I would never hurt you" pauses for a second

"But when you disobey me I have to remind you who's in charge" he grips me hands tightly

"Get in the bed" he demands walking to one side of the bed pulling the covers

I walk slowly towards him trying not to fall i get in the bed and he pulls the covers over me

He turns the lights off and gets in the bed besides me turning on the tv

Time skip

I wait until he goes to sleep and slowly try to get out of his grip I lift his arm from around me sliding down the bed

I put one of his body pillows in the covers and put his arm around it

I tip toe over to the tv stand where my phone is

I grab it and fast walk out of his room i open my phone clicking on finneas contact

"Hey finneas can I stay at your house for a little bit" i ask as soon as he picks up the phone

"Yeah sure did something happen" he asks worry laced in his voice

Finneas knows what's been going on
He's been telling me to leave him for a long time he even beat the shit out of jake one time but I still stayed with him

"I'll tell you when I get there" i say before hanging up

I'm finally leaving him

Holy shit its been a long time since I've been on here

This is just a starting chapter the other chapters will be longer
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