I still Love My Enemy [Jenlisa]

Chapter 35

(Don't forgot to read the "Chapter 34" first, to understand what is this Chapter about)

(A/N:I'm in a good mood so i update early, and besides..i'm not lazy, did you know that i didn't attending online classes because of this..?because for me this is more important, i just don't know why so don't ask me, and this is my happiness, when i start to download wattpad? I'm not bored anymore and writing/read stories is my stress reliever, i felt so free when i'm updating some chapters..and because of this, my imagination increased, and my english language upgraded.. )

Lisa's POV

It's my five days here in the hotel.And
now i'm all alone in the room hotel that i checked in, i sat on the bed while my back is resting on the headboard..i close my eyes and suddenly..Jennie's face popped in my mind.

"Why do i can't stop thinking about you.."I said.

All those happy times, was our love and our life all a dream? Was it just an illusion no matter how real it seemed? One of my best dreams turned into my worst nightmare, With the blink of an eye, she vanished while she was just right there...

Where did it all start to change? Your smile...is it still true? your gummy smile that your showing to me..is it still for me? When have I not been good enough? Why didn't you tell me that you already have someone? Where is my love lacking? Everything is given when you just smile Why didn't I see that you don't want to anymore.You are with me, but you're finding him,, And if you are happy with him I won't insist anymore..All I could ask of him is...I hope he won't hurt you and he will take care of you.. Where the truth stops from your voice whenever you're mentioning that you love me? Why don't you admit earlier that there are others so that i can't be hurted? so that i can understand you and set you free happily.. I'm the one who's your hugging but you're thinking of him...Why didn't I think there was an end? I was the first, but he was the last And I see it in your eyes Why you chose him.. It's really hard to resist destiny.

the thoughts of you were destroying me, I tried not to think of you, I tried no to talk about her but, The silence didn't really work out for me..

I guess i would just accept the fate..but...these question is running through my head..they're always bothering me.Everyday i'm worrying about her,Everyday i'm thinking about her,Everyday i'm chatting Jisoo Unnie and asking her if Jennie already ate,Why can't you get out of my mind? I love you so much that i even forgot to love myself also..i gave you all..i gave you my heart but you just broke it in a million pieces..million pieces that hard to make it whole again, it's like a puzzle..something is missing from the part of me that even an expert or detective can't solve it, I love you so much that i could kill myself for you..I love you so much that i can kill someone who's gonna touch and hurt you..but, i hope that i just didn't love someone..i hope that i didn't met you and fell inlove with you, I just hope that, this love that i'm feeling for you get vanished..

"Now..i'll try to forget you without my heart cooperating.."I said to myself and lay on the bed and sleep.

2 years later...

No one's POV

2 years later had passed, and many things that happen..like, J-hope and Tzuyu break up because they didn't felt about love for each other anymore...and same for Nayeon and Bambam..they also break up, but they still fix each other and became friends..and about..Jihyo and Namjoon..Jihyo caught Namjoon cheating on her and Namjoon tried to explain but Jihyo end everything between them..Jennie,Irene,Nayeon,Chaeng comfort Jihyo that time because Jihyo is crying and crying..and about Seulrene? they're relationship is getting stronger like Chaesoo..and Taekook? Taehyung is Living with Kookie in Lisa and Jungkook's house because Jungkook will be left alone there since Lisa is in Thailand and of course Lisa allowed them and also..Lisa told them that their dad approaved about them and Taekook is so happy that time, and sometimes the squad is visiting them both..and about Jackson and Jin? they're still single but they got closer with the squad, since Jin is spending time with them if it's his day off.And about Jennie and Kai? they're okay.And of course Lisa knows about what's happening to them, she even got sad when she knew the news about the couples break up and Mad because of Namjoon but she immediately forgive him since they are friends, she didn't thought that he would cheat on Jihyo..and also! Lisa knows that Yoongi and Jimin is already in a Relationship and she's so happy that time and sad at the same time because she's not there to celebrate with her friends..She knew that those 2 boys will end up together since she knows that they're secretly love each other, for example.Lisa caught Yoongi staring at Jimin lovingly, And also Lisa caught Jimin staring at Yoongi while blushing..so very obvious.