A Campus love story

Moving on from you

A/N-This chapter is dedicated to my lovely reader kebab225 who consistently gave me support .Thank u for hearing out my words and sending encouraging words to me even privately. 💚💚

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Mean's POV

He said "nice to meet you.Sawadee kha"

Why is he acting all causal?

That's when I asked"Why are u acting like it's the first time you meet me?"

He looked flabbergasted.But he composed himself  immediately. When Saint asked if we knew before I answered that we were classmates and Plan agreed that.I was praying for him to deny that and wanted him to tell that we were exes.I suppose he wants to forget about the past.

He still looks cute.No,he looks more cute,handsome,attractive,mature and confident.Seems like the past events made him change.It seems he was doing well all the time.I was so  focusef on him all the time that I didn't notice the person beside him.Oh,of course,he got himself a girlfriend,a young and prettty one.Although I was missing and longing for him all the time,now that I see him doing fine and being happy in love I feel betrayed.He made me a promise  that he won't ever leave me and he was the one who left me all alone.Did he ever love me for real??

During the party,Earth called me and said that he wanted to come and see me.After the party,me and fah(sarika) parted ways and I saw Earth alreadt waiting for me near my car.Once I seated in the driver seat,Earth kissed me and I unconsciously tooka glance towards Plan.I couldn't rlly find out his emotion from the face.I saw a mix of feelings i his eyes.Then, Earth said that he wanted a dinner date and we drove of to his favourite restaurant.

Next day,Earth asked me to come to the bar he works.It's been about 1yr and 6 months since I came to know Earth.I met him when I  came to drink alone at this bar whenever I missed Plan.6 months later,I came to find out that he was my first love.We started dating since then and it's been about 1 year we've been dating.

Anyway,that night I saw Plan with Joss.I was shocked to see him with Joss.Although,I have lost contact witg Joss,I never knew he would have already met Plan.I thought he would inform me when he met Plan.Back then,all knew that Joss loved and even confessed to Plan.I think Joss still loves him and I feel like Joss is protecting him from me.I felt  so hurt and betrayed that I acted intimately with Earth knowing Plan was looking at us.I'm sure I saw jealousy and sadness in his eyes.A few mins later,I noticed his whole body shaking.Was he crying??No,it's impossible.I'm sure the girl I saw at Saint's party was his girlfriend or if not he and Joss might be dating.Then,why is he feeling sad that I have a boyfriend??You really confuse me Plan.I was a fool for your love in the past and now I believe that we still have  an invisible bond between us.

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It's been a week since Mean met Plan at the bar.One side of him is screaming to search for Plan but another side of him didn't want to meet Plan.After all he has someone by his side and Plan also has someone by his side.So,even if they meet again,Mean think that nothing good will come out.He didn't want to dig up the past again.But one thing he is sure is that he still really deeply loves Plan.At first,he dated Earth bcs Earth was his first love and Mean thought the old feelings would come out.But,when Plan came back again,the feelings were clearer now.The feelings that he loves Plan and he doesn't really love Earth.But he can't really break up with Earth bcs the latter really loves him and he can't break the other heart .He doesn't want the other to go through the pain he felt.