[Hey guys this is my story,I wrote with a lot of passion and It's really special to me.
Since it's fiction i made up a few of my own shops and places,so don't judge or say they doesn't exists cause i know.
The book needs major editing,so please excuse the grammer mistakes,i'll do them after i complete it.
Hope you guys like it <3 ]
Song for this chapter: Lovely by billie eillish
Since i can remember i'd dreamed of having a terminal disease,there's a lot of factors that had led to having this dream,but mostly it was because of having to live with three overbearing sisters and my love for The fault in our stars ( ok it doesn't have a happy ending but who wants happy ending when you get a lifetime of happiness ).
And now my dream finally came true.
last week when my fever came upto 103 and I vomited blood my mom finally took me to the hospital,they ran a few tests and then ran a few more tests and today the final results came, I have diffuse Astrocytoma,they said it was benign but if not treated well it can get cancerous ,so crossing my finger for that. But i hate the part of meds ,though I'm not already in radiology but they put me on course of 3months and believe me this took away more than half of my dresser,like seriously!
I'm still not sure if my family is taking me as terminal patient cause the doctor did say I'll not die,but i'm still taking this time as my last few moments cause you never know the meds might not work,i might need surgery and i might die! So that gives me the freedom to live my last times living with freedom doing whatever i want something i never cud do before.
"Nat!"my bestfriend sadie peaks through my bedroom door, "i came just as i heard" she jumps on my bed hugging me, when she pulls back i smile at her devilishly...
"what! what are you smiling for stupid"
"Do you understand what it means now,i can do whatever i want!"
"This also means you could die,do you realize how horrible i felt when i heard it now you are sitting here smiling"
"Ay no,i'm not gonna die (i want to tho!),doctor said it's not malignant,i might not even need a surgery but what i do have now is a free pass"
"really..."
"yeh of course! now you are taking me out or what,i cant stay anymore here is a patient"
"ah i'm,i'm,lets go. we can go to the arcade"
"seriously!the arcade..."
"yeh what"
"we have a free pass,you should take me to a bar ,or to a stripclub maybe to smoke some weed and you want to take me to the arcade"
"yeh no, hold your horses cowboy,none of that are happening"
"but the arcade is boring! lets go somewhere else"
"ok lets go for a ride now,we can discuss on the way or make up whole list. BUt are your parents gonna let you ride on the bike....'
"Babe"i wink at her," I have a free pass"
"okeh"she laughs,"i'll start up the bike,you tell your mom"
"On it"
when i make my way out of the front door i see sadie looking on the front porch,gawking actually..
"My god Nat,your neighbour is damn,why didn't I see him before,does he go to our school" sadie keeps asking hundred other questions which i'm currently not listening cause i'm also looking at the front porch (okay! gawking) ,he's hot indeed,but i'm not allowed to stare at him anymore so i divert my eyes before he notices or sadie notices.
'Hey,we are supposed to make my day. And you have a boyfriend so stop drollling over strangers"
"Fine!" sadie gives a fake defeated look and we fly away in her ducati.
away from my house,away from the house in front of my house,away from the guy in the house in front of my house
Away from my ex to be boyfriend....
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ChickLit"Nihon" "what?" "That is what i used to call you" really? I never really heard him call me that or is it that I don't remember...lately its hard for me to do that. "What does it mean?" "It means the sun's origin" I look at him ardently to continue...
