Chapter 3

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Author's Note: Okay guys, I must tell you that it was really hard for me to write the last chapter. I cried my ASS off. It was like Niall had actually fallen down the stairs over here. Anyways.

Dedication goes to: my_little_bird (Again)

Lyrics for this chapter: Everything I want I have. Money Notoriety, and rivieras. I even think I found God. In the flash bulbs of the pretty cameras. Pretty cameras, pretty cameras. Am I glamorous, tell me am I glamorous? Hello, Hello? C-can you hear me? I can be your china doll, If you like to see me fall. Boy you're so dope. Your love is deadly. Tell me life is beautiful, they think that I have it all. Ive nothing without you. All my dreams and all the lights mean nothing without you.

HINT: the name of the singer is Lana Del Rey. (You should listen to her, shes amazing!)

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Zayn's POV

It's been a week since Niall fell down the stairs. A week since we had fought and I was stupid enough to follow him and keep the fight going. I was so stupid.

Niall is still in the same position he had been in from the start. A whole week in that one spot. His pale face is paler than usual. I still haven't left him. And the boys still don't know why I haven't left him. Niall doesn't want them to know. Even though I had promised his still body that I wouldn't tell them, I felt like they deserved to know.

I wanted them to know. They had to.

Sitting in Niall's room wasn't going to make things right. And lying to Jen about what really happened wasn't going to help her help me feel better. What if Niall didn't forgive me? What if he broke up with me?

I was being selfish.

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Jenny's POV

The whole week Niall has been in the hospital has gone by so slowly. Zayn is going through who knows what. The day after Ed and I got back, he was in denial. He claimed it couldn't be happening to Niall. That it wasn't happening.

The next day he was angry. And not just any angry. He was angry at Niall for not being able to wake up. Then he was angry at himself for letting Niall walk away. And then he was angry that the boys didn't just guess that they were together and confront them. He claims it wouldn't have happened if they would've somehow just known.

Then next day, all he was saying was: 'If Niall gets better, I'll ...' or 'I'll do anything for him to wake up!' I could barely stand to see him in such a sad state.

The rest of the week, he has been depressed. Saying he doesn't belong here, or that he's going to die soon anyways, so why does this even matter. I couldn't believe the boys were still oblivious to Zayn being in love with Niall.

I was starting to believe they just didnt want to realize what was happening. They didnt want to know.

"Hey, Jenny. Can I ask you something?" Liam says from the door of Niall's room.

"Sure." leaving Zayn asleep, I get up and walk with Liam down the hall of the hospital.

"So what's bugging you Li?" I ask.

"It's Zayn. I feel like the rest of the boys and I are missing something. Like Zayn knows or feels something we don't know about." he sighs.

"Like what, Liam?"

"I think Zayn loves Niall." he stops walking and looks me directly in the eyes.

"Don't you all love Niall?" I ask,trying to pull it out of him. I knew at least one of them knew, but didn't say anything.

"I dont mean just loves him, Jen. I mean I think Zayn is in love with Niall." he urges.

"He is. And Niall and Zayn are together." I sigh, looking into Liam's confusion filled eyes.

"You mean...?"

"Yes. This whole time you guys thought Niall and Zayn were just 'getting closer' they were in a relationship. And Niall wasn't sure about telling you all, so Zayn waited. And he waited, and waited. And finally, he got tired of waiting. And he and Niall got into a huge argument about tell the rest of you. And when Zayn said something (I don't know what), Niall walked out angrily, and fell down the stairs." I sigh, having finally told someone what happened.

I felt like a huge weight had been lifted off my shoulders. Liam looked blank. He was taking it all in. He didn't look angry, or disgusted. His face showed no emotion whatsoever.

Liam walks back to Niall's room and just sits at the edge of his bed.

"Why, Niall?" is all he says, and then he begins to silently cry.

At that moment, Ed walks in with Nigel. We had read on a medical website that singing helps those in a coma wake up. So we decided to give him a little concert.

The first song Ed did was Sunburn, which he wrote while we were apart. It was about me, and made me cry almost every time I heard it. It showed me he was trying his hardest to forget me, but couldn't. And that every time he looked into the face of that girl he was hanging around with, he saw me. He was never truly over me.

It made me happy to know that he truly did love me, and we were just being irrational the day of that fight. It showed that we made a mistake. I knew that the song was for me, even though it said 'When I see your eyes, I see Alice staring back at me. Alice is my middle name. And for a while, when we were younger, Ed called me Alice instead of Jenny. I was actually quite fond of it.

The second song Ed sang was Lego House. I loved it even more than I loved Sunburn, because this one was also about us. About us rebuilding our relationship. Ed had told me this the day he had finished it. I had been so happy. It made me cry again. I loved the lyrics. Every last one of the lines had a beautiful meaning. Ed was an amazing song writer.

The third song Ed played was 'She'. He wanted me to sing along with him, since it was one of my favorite songs he has ever written. We harmonized throughout the entire song, and just like when I was in the hospital so many years ago, we drew a crowd. It brought back memories I had been trying to suppress.

I wanted to cry a little when they all cam pouring in just as before.

Once we finally escaped the crowd, Ed and I went back to our apartment. We talked for a while.

"Ed, I feel so bad for Zayn, you know?"

"Yeah, I know. Especially being in love with Niall and all."

"What?" I say, almost shocked.

"You know I knew. The way they look at each other pretty much gives it away to me. Its the way I look at you, and you look at me." Ed says and pecks my lips.

"I love you." I say.

"I love you too, Jen. With every ounce of my being." he says.

"So what do you want to do tonight?" I ask, after a minute of silence.

"I don't know. Lets go surprise Harry. He's at the boys' flat all alone." Ed says enthusiastically.

"Sure, lets go." I laugh at how cute my husband is.

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Author's Note: So I want you guys to comment how you feel about a big thing going down in the 1D fandom. Haylor. What do you think about it? Cause I don't really like it... anyways. COMMENT! (The people who both answer this question and know the song will most likely be the ones who get a dedication because then, I KNOW you read author's notes)

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