the truth after seventeen years

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-6 am- Violet

I open my Eyes and the first thing in my mind is coffee.
My Mom is still at work, my dad is sleeping and my brother is making coffee - what would I do without him-.

He slept in my bed because I had  a nightmare again.

It's always the same fucking Nightmare, me waking up in blood, next to me is a wolf -I think that its a wolf, idk- ,  then something I don't know kill the wolf ,I begin to scream and I wake up in real life -screaming-.
I hate it but I can't tell my mind »Hey what's up mind? Could you stop to have nightmares so I can sleep in peace, thank u «.
My mom said  that I should speak with someone about it, but I hate to speak about my problems and weaknesses.

I put a sweatshirt and an leggins on, I do my hair to a messi-bun and open the door of my room.

I'm walking down the stairs and I see my dad talking to a men, both look serious. My dad is a happy person so it's cringe that he looks serious.

I whisper to my brother behind me »who is this men?«  
  
Nate shrugs his shoulders. We are hiding us behind the stair railing and try to hear them but my dad sees us,  he looks nate intensive in his eyes and close             angry the door.

The last time he was so angry, nate was in hospital because he had a car crash.

My dad gets angry when he is sad. He hate it to show weakness -I think I have this characteristic from him-.

Anyways, nate has a worried look so i take his glasses, put them on and run in my room.

He comes too and has the I-am-your-big-brother-so-we-have-to-talk look, I always hated this look. The first time he had that look was at the 12 september 2011 -I remember this day as if it were yesterday- ,  I was six years old and my brother tried to told me that my cat was dead, I was destroyed for three weeks.

I am a little bit scared about that what he want to tell me, nate has glassy eyes. I've never seen him like this, he is taking my hands »we have to talk, but promiss me  you won't hate me, mom or dad, we love you please don't forget this.« 
I thougt that this day can't become worser but hey, never say never. I hug him and whisper in his ear »Hey, I know that you love me, I love you too and nothing can change that. But take your glasses or I'll throw  up on your back .« 

He smiles and take his glasses from my nose, put them on and goes to moms work-room.

He comes back with a paper, i don't know what I should do with a paper from moms room, so i take it and read it. This was a kinda of adoption paper, but there are standing words like mortals , immortals  and underworld.

I start to laugh, I really thougt that it was something serious.  Nate looks still serious, but i don't know why. So I ask him »Nate what is that?« 
Nate suffers »This is a kinda of adoption paper but from the underworld, you are a immortal but at the same time a mortal, i don't know, we should take care of you until you can go to  school. Dad could always delay it but this time they'll take you and we can't stop them. I'm sorry that we never told you the truth «.
I don't know what to think or do, I want to cry and scream at the same time. 

I walk to my bed take my headphones, lay in my bed and hear my playlist. After  a while of thinking I fall a sleep.

-8 am- Nate (Nathaniel)

Fuck I KNEW IT.

After I closed the door I run down the staircase »Dad!«
My dad doesn't even  look at me »You told her, right?«
I'm so close to freak out
»Yeah, of cours I did she deserve the truth, we should do it since she is here«. He still doesn't look at me »I know it was wrong but she is still my little girl«
I hug him.
»I know dad. Have you told mom already?« he shakes his head -of course he didn't-.
It doesen't matter if mom know it or not, these creatures will  erase our memories of violet.
»When will they take her?« dad hugs me tighter that I can't move
  -they already do it-
I can't let her go , NO!
I try run to her but dad just hold me stronger. I can't believe that he let her go , impossible.
»FUCK DAD, LET ME SAVE HER«
I'm screaming  like I never screamed.
But dad just whisper »It's okay«.

My mind is empty and I'm so cold, I just...

I wanted to say something but I forget it, strange. »Hey dad  do we have coffee?«...  
         

                                                                                                                   

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