Faces haunt me day and night
Wake up I'm sweating like I've had a frightThe night sweats and tremors are getting worse
The downside of ptsd is a curseWracked with guilt and of pain
These horrible images could drive me insaneClose my eyes I'm there reliving the time
Of people who have died some not even reached their primeFamilies and friends wait sat at home
Oblivious to the horrors some never have knownBack in the smoke and the dark
Crawling around on your hands and your kneesHead split wide open brain on the seat
puddles of blood down to her feetThe young girl the mum the dad dead in bed
All these bad thoughts go around in my headThis ptsd has left scars in my brain
These visions these dreams dark like the rainBlank moments when walking down the street
How long for I don't know stopped dead on my feetOne minute your here then you are there
Talking to someone then blank in a stareWhere have I gone I do not know
Reliving the moments of horror like it's a showIt's like it's real shivers run down my spine
Sweat pouring off me tears in my eyeThese things I have witnessed should not be seen
I'd take them for anyone so their memories are cleanAwful scenes of blood and guts
As the machine tears away metal and makes it cutsThe badly burned bodies the blackened faces
Charred wood twisted metal in all of these placesThese memories embedded in my mind
Peace and harmony now hard to findHoping one day these bad memories fade
Locked away in some corner never to see light of dayMy life so much better smile on my face
Living my life in the happiest way