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- Shannon

Dear Blank Paper,

I am writing my feelings. It's hard to be the older one, because you get less attention. It's like you've been forgotten. I have experienced this for years and I surely know this is a fact. It's like your parents don't even care about you as much as they use to. Ex. When you're in an argument with the younger one you're always wrong. The parents for sure don't give toots about your side but is always open to hear the other. Perfect example I was in a room minding my own business for hours. . Then the younger one approaches to disturb my peace... I thought she was laying on something so i gently tapped her on her head and she makes the most abhorrent scream. This caught the parent's attention... While the parent is entering the room... i start to explain but have been cut off by the younger one explaining... My aunt scolded the younger one for disturbing peace and at the same time is trying to understand what is taking place. While, the original parent cuts my aunt off saying " she is allowed to go anywhere she wants" and instantly scold and judge me for what she don't even know. I got angry at this and exit the room because of the noise and judging... then the younger one continued to explain... but it's definitely not true... I defended myself and before i even finished the sentence the parent locks the door in my face saying "you exited already". That even makes me angrier and about to scream at the injustice... but you know that would just embarrass my family even more so i ran outside in the cold windy breeze in just my shorts and my tank top..Trying to see where i was going in the heavy fog.. the wind slammed the door behind me but i didn't give a fuck at the moment. My family owns acres of land where my house is located so i can walk far without leaving my property. To alert my family i walked where the alarm signal is located and passed that area several times. I was almost freezing but i know for sure i aint coming back in that house for now or at least without anyone knowing.. i enter the shack located on the land to warm up a little and decided after 30 minutes im gonna return. I open the front door cautiously and enter the house quietly and unseen and made myself to the wash room. Grabbing My mothers tablet off her dresser to play Temple Run. Yea, my life is crap.

I carefully placed the blank paper back in a secured folder where i kept them."Hazelle!!!!" my mom screamed from downstairs. "Yes." I replied quietly but loud enough cause I didn't want to shout on my sore throat I got from the cold weather outside yesterday. NO ANSWER. "ahhh" I sighed getting off my black and white bed. "I hate when she does this" I grumbled.

I walked downstairs to see my mom and my sister Aria cuddling on the sofa in the living room warming up by the fireplace, I quickly rolled my eyes. My house is not a mansion but it's large enough to hold my parents, sister, 2 guests and myself in separate rooms. (Yea, my parents have problems) and is well decorated with the grey and white inside interior walls and many gold accents. We live in Detroit. "Wash the 2 dishes in the kitchen." She bluntly said without making eye contact and tickling Aria.

"I'm Sick." I said emotionless. She immediately stopped tickling Aria and looked me squared in the eye like I just murdered someone in front of her. "Don't make me get up." She spat. I rolled my eyes. "OK then." I said on my way to the kitchen. I think she forgot the zero cause it looked more like 20 dirty dishes including pots piled the kitchen sink.I hissed my teeth as i took up the first dish. BANG!BANG!BANG!

I quickly dropped the dish and it made a loud crash on the floor. I quickly tipped toed to the corner of the kitchen unit I felt a large pair of hands cover my mouth. I felt a screeching pain in my neck and lost my balance. I leaped to the front door trying escape feeling dizzy and weak.

I fell to the ground while trying to open the door knob. Everything else became a blur.

Jayden's POV

I was just spliffing a blunt in the evening with the main niggas rehim and koen, when this bitch i used to fuck with popped up tapping ma glass and shitt on ma new lamborghini murcielago i got from my dad for my 16th birthday.

"Didn't you drop that bitch about a week ago" rahim said laughing. " About a week ago!!" Koen sang quietly in the backseat. We both gave him the nigga really face. He rolled his eyes. " Lightskins" rahim sighed stroking his chocolate skin "OK then" i said butthurt. "You kno-- "Jay, baby... open da door!!" Mary squealed cutting off rehim while knocking the glass even harder. "If this hoe dare break my shit.." i grumbled while rolling the glass down.

She made a stank face as the aroma of the weed escaped the car into her face. "Damn... yall smell stink as fuck" "what the fuck you want.. ma" i said clenching my jaw.

I was definitely not in the back and forth shit with her. "BABE... i need to borrow $500 to buy my grandma medicine" she said pouting and stroking her long ass persian weave. I gave her an unfazed face like I should believe that shit. "L.O.L. dat bitch always broke hopping on her dandruff invested weave begging money."

Koen said glueing his eyes on his phone. "Yea... she might be Mary but hella ain't got nothing to do with jesus."rehim added. She showed both of them the middle finger. "Suck me" she added. " Why would i want to suck a invested jungle that the whole football team walked through." Koen smirked wanting to start an arguement.

"Asshole--- "Cut the bullshit ma, I know you ain't buying no medicine" Jay said now cutting Mary off. "I be always lending yo ass money" Jay scoffed. "But Ima bout to head out ma" "the money will be in your account".

Jay said ready to drive off. "Thanks babe, I know you would come through, I'll call you later." She said smiling hard. "Aight, ma.." he said driving off as fast as he could leaving dust in her face from the dusty parking lot where an abandoned mall was located.That bitch is fucked up.

"I don't know how the fuck she found u bruh" koen said. "I told you that crack head bitch crazy". Rehim answered disgusted. Jay was lost in thought driving fast. Eckkkkkkkk! the car came to a sudden stop before Jay skipped the red light. "Homie, you bout to kill me" Rehim faintly said. "Chill.. man with yo reckless driving." Rehim hissed. The light turned green and I started to drive much calmer.

So much bullshit going on in ma life with my dad kidnapped and my mom dead. Rehim still has the blessing of both his parents and i sometimes think he should get his 19 year old black ass in collage and stop running down the game cause when your in you cant come out. I now live in a big ass house with ma Nigga Koen. After his dad lost his life to the game and his mom and sister died innocently, he was on the streets .

I felt sorry for him, so i took him under my wing, cause he got nobody unlike me which my dad told me where his safe was located and how to get in and out on my birthday, a day before he was missing. I had to guard that shit with ma life, only god knows what will happen if the location gets out. He also taught me everything I need to know about the game.

My dad didn't want me to turn out like him but he had to keep me aware. It's like he knew that he was gonna be taken the next day cause he left me a note with reminders and shit. I was honestly scared out of my mind and I had a good guess of who might have him.Dimitrius. I have been constantly searching for his ass but he's nowhere to be found since my dad's absence.

I swear when I find him I'm gonna blow his brain out. I know this is gonna cause lots of blood but i gotta make my dad proud. He took my mom and he ain't gonna take my paps without a fight. I ran my hand through my soft hair. Rehim turned on the stereo and Drake Doing it wrong blasted through the surrounding speakers in the car. Yea... I am deep in this game.

I own many warehouses across canada. Yea, it might not be full of crime but that makes it safer for me and ma homies. I drove Rehim home and was now heading to the crib with Koen now in the front seat still glued to his phone." Man, you've been on that phone the damn time." i said bluntly. No love by August Alsina was now playing. " Just texting this girl i met at school." Koen said emotionless. " oh..i see some puppy love." I said poking him. "Bruh dont do that shit ." Koen briefly said giving me the bad eye. "And i dont see her that way,we just friends." he added. We arrived at the crib. "Pack your bags for school tomorrow." i said "Ok, dad" he replied sarcastically while heading to his side of the house. He was just a year younger than me but i treat him as my nigga and my own. Yea, that sounds a little cheesy but it is what it is.

Notice: I think this chapter is boring and short the next chapter will be far better I hope.