"Why is it so tiring? Why am I getting tired?"
- Sometimes, our hearts beats because it expresses the love that it's receiving. The love where the right is. Where everything is fine, you did the right thing but why does it feels wrong?
PCY × PJM
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Lost of connection.
Lost of communication.
Lost of each other's side.
Lost of care.
Lost of love.
Lost of almost life.
Who's person cannot figure out how this losses feels? None. Everyone, feels loss. They lost this thing, they lost that, they felt how painful to have a loss.
Especially those things who you deeply cherished and cared for.
It's really hard to live in a world when you know that there's a piece of you that is going missing and all you could say; "When?"
"When can I fucking find them?"
These place full of people who are not trying to find someone, others, they are replacing them with some others. How come?
They served their best, for sure, but we cannot just say that they don't experience that time where to the point that you can just give up and surrender all.
They spend it for so lond finding, days, weeks, months, years, life. Are you willing to sacrifice you life now? Are you willing to wait for the next life?
It takes so long, when I say long, it's really really long, centuries are sometimes just half of it.
So, for now, know how to wait. Don't get tired, don't let yourself get tired.
"Mm, tired." Chaeyoung said as she rests on Jimin's shoulder feeling her drowsiness.
"Rosé-ah, you're tired? I wonder why are you getting so sleepy these days." Jimin commented.
"You're right, I don't know why I'm so sleepy these days." She mumbled and snuggle closer.
Everybody don't get tired, except for her.
He listened to her calming breath, calming him and his whole existence. A little bit later, he hummed a familiar song. Heartbeat.
She closed her eyes, listening to the angel humming the tune that she knows she can listen till the end of the day. Him feeling this closeness to her making her stop and pursuaded him to ask a question she didn't expect.
"Chaeyoung?" In her name, he called.
She hummed in response, for a while, she forgot on how he is talking about so serious when he called her in her true name. She didn't even notice that detail.
"What if, what if I'll lose you." He didn't even sound like he is asking it, actually, he predicted it.
"What?" She lifts her head, looking at his orbs that usually looks so bright whenever it lands on her, but now...
