The Broken Bad Boy

Chapter 12½

What the actual heck?!!! He kissed me!!!!

His lips move against mine as both his hands cupped my cheeks. His kiss is soft yet passionate. Just as I recovered from my shock and was going to kiss him back, he pulled away.

"Shit Raven I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that. You obviously don't like me like that. I'm so stupid. I just- I don't even know what-" I cut his rant off by pressing my lips to his.

I put my arms around his neck and kissed him with passion. Our lips moved in sync. His tongue flicked my bottom lip, asking for entrance but being the tease I am, I kept my lips pressed together. He lightly nipped my lip making me let out a moan and he took this chance to insert his tongue in my mouth. Ours tongues fought for dominance, he won.

His tongue explored my mouth making me let out another moan. My hands went to play with his hair. I pulled at his hair and he let out a low groan that made heat rush south. 

We both pulled away and he pressed his forehead against mine. I looked into his beautiful eyes.

"I don't know anything about relationships or about love. I can't even explain what I feel. But every time you are near me, my heart starts beating faster. Every time you touch me, I feel tingles in my body. I feel safe. I know I sound like a girl but I just- I like you Raven." He said softly.

I cupped his cheeks and looked into his eyes.

"I like you too" I said and smiled.

He lightly pecked my lips. We both lied down and cuddled. We just enjoyed each other's company in silence.

"Aiden?" I asked after a few minutes. He hummed in response.

"Why do you have these episodes?" I asked him. I felt him stiffen behind me. Shit, I should've kept my mouth shut. He did not say anything. I turned to look at him.

"Baby I'll tell you soon. I just need some time. All I can tell you is that I was abused." He said running his fingers through my hair.

"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have asked so soon." I said, not meeting his eyes.

"No Kitten, it's okay. I'm just scared that when you know how damn damaged I am, you'll leave me." He said and I could hear the vulnerability in his voice. I held his face in my hands.

"Aiden I like you. I like you so so much. Your past doesn't define you. You are a different person now. I promise I won't leave you." I said softly and pressed a kiss on his cheek.

"Tell that to my dumb brain. Every day I wake up, I'm scared to get out of bed. There is a part of my mind that thinks you are just a beautiful dream and you'll just not be here anymore one day." He said and I giggled.

"Oh my gosh. I'm so real. Trust me I'm real. If I wasn't real you wouldn't feel this," I pressed a kiss to one cheek, "Or this" I kissed the other one. "Or this" I kissed all over his face. He chuckled.

"Yeah now I know you are real." He said smiling at me.

I looked at his face and saw his dark circles that almost looked like bruises.

"When was the last time you slept properly?" I asked him.

"Five days ago." He told me and I gasped. Five fucking days.

"Oh my God Aiden!!" I exclaimed.

"I can't help it. I've been getting constant nightmares and usually when someone reads to me, it helps but it doesn't when I have my episodes. I can't sleep." Aiden said.

"Can I ask you something?" I asked him and he nodded.

"Why do you call me Kitten?" I asked him and his cheeks turned pink. 

"That is for me to know and you to find out." He said.

"No you have to tell me or I'm never kissing you again." I threatened him and his eyes widened.

"Fine I'll tell you. You must not remember this because we were so young. Back in kindergarten, during nap time, you got stuck inside a closet. I was a year ahead you at the time. I don't know what you were doing there, but I heard your cries and opened the closet from the outside. Then I saw you, you had tears running down your face and you were sitting in a corner. You looked so tiny, defenseless. Just like a kitten. I took your hand in mine and I took you to your class. Your teacher thanked me and took you inside. Ever since that day, you have been my kitten." He told me.

I remember that day, I went inside that closet because a boy was picking on me. I went to hide from him and most probably he locked the door from the outside. I just didn't know that the boy that helped me was Aiden.

I kissed his pecked his lips and snuggled into his chest. He kissed my forehead and I fell into deep slumber.

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My second time writing a kiss scene. Damn that was intense. Thoughts?