I tried to get myself out of the darkness but apparently it followed where ever I go
No matter how far I go it's like a second shadow consuming me whole
But this darkness isn't wholly mine, it's also consuming the people I love the most
It's purpose is to hurt me, torture me, and the people I love
It makes me see how it tortures my family while the only thing I can do is watch and scream
No matter how loud I scream, cry no one listens
I was a fool to hope that one day I'd be happy
That one day I'd meet that one person who would love me
But the darkness has blinded me from the world, no one hears me or sees how much I'm suffering
I'd rather die that see what is happening to the people I love the most
Maybe for them I'm that darkness even if they don't say it to my face

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DiversosWhen I can't feel the happiness When I'm numb When I can't breathe When there is no one to talk to My personal diary