Crushing on my soulmate??

5- Pat my tail

Yoongi p.o.v

I hesitate before I lay down next to Jimin, he fell asleep in my arms, does it make me selfish that I don't want to put him in his bed?
Why do I've this strange urge to feel him in my sheets, we have cuddled many times before but it was on the couch or the ground most of the time.

I took in a deep breath and laid slowly next to him, I just hope that he wouldn't mind this when he wakes up tomorrow, I know what I'm
doing might bother him, neither one of us found his mate after all,
But you know that feeling of numbness, I feel numb just by thinking of having a relationship with someone I don't know.

But I don't feel that way when I think of Jimin, I admit that I find Jimin so attractive and cute, I admit that my heart beats way faster when he is around,
I admit I had wet dreams about my best friend many times before...

I lay on my back staring at the ceiling waiting for my breathing to calm down, I kept my hands to myself and respected Jimin's privacy, I know we touch and hug each other all the time but not in bed, not when he is asleep.

I turned my head to peak at the beauty sleeping on my bed, his grey soft hair spreading around his head on the pillow, his cat ears relaxing over his head, his chest rising and falling softly with his lips forming a small 'O' shape.

I smiled at the cute sight and sighed,
Can he be mine even if we weren't mates?
The idea of him being my mate crossed my mind a lot of times before but I know we aren't.

The soulmate's bond should be mutual, I've been with Jimin for almost seven years now and I never dreamt of him in a soulmate dream,
He never said my scent is a sign that we are soulmates either,
My attraction to him might be a sign but it should be mutual.

Whenever I touch Jimin in a sensual way like caressing his thighs or pecking his neck he would go stiff, I stopped doing these things as much as I can because I felt like a fuckin pedophile, I only kiss his cheek and temple as a friendly gesture so he won't get uncomfortable, I hug him and cuddle him and sometimes help him with his bath but I never cross the line of friendship.

He doesn't want any sensual touched with me and I've to respect that, but it also means we aren't soulmates and it hurt my heart...

I can't imagine myself with anyone else being my other half.

My thoughts were cut when he turned around and slide his arm around my waist hugging my side, I exhale and nuzzle my head in his blackberry scented hair, I kissed the crown of his head and felt sleep creeping up my senses slowly.

......................

When I woke up I felt something straddling my waist, I opened my eyes and I was met with the one and only, Park Jimin.

He was sitting on my waist gazing down at me with his adorable eyes and wide smile, I smiled at him muttering a sleepy 'good morning', he didn't reply and just sat there staring at me with the same grin on his face, I was sleepy and I didn't really mind my actions so I placed my hands on his thick thighs and closed my eyes again trying to catch some more sleep.

I felt my one of my hands being left off Jimin's thigh, I felt something soft and fluffy touching my fingers and when I opened my eyes I saw Jimin placing my hand on the top of his head, he stared at me with puppy eyes and I smiled,
He wants me to pet his head,
Adorable.

I patted his head softly rubbing his cat ears with my fingertips, he leant toward to the touch closing his eyes and purring loudly making my heart swell with warm feelings,
God I really want to hug him and kiss his lips right now.

His tail swayed right and left slowly, I always wanted to know how his tail would feel like, I bet it's even more soft than his ears, I took my hand that was still on his thighs making me notice only now that he was wearing a short and I was grabbing his flesh but thank God he didn't comment on that.

I placed my hand slowly over the soft fur of his tail, caressing the soft strands that was fluffier than clouds,
His purring got louder as he rested his tail in my palm, his eyes were still closed and he looked so relaxed and content.

That until I moved my hand lower...

My hand slide to the base of his tail nearing his butt, the moment my hand reached the base a soft moan echoed in the silent room my eyes stared in shock at the hybird sitting with his eyes tightly closed and flushed cheeks.

He fuckin moaned...

I clutched my palm around the base and squeezed,
"A-ah!! No! Y-yoonieeee",
Fuck that was hot...
"You like this kitty?",
He moaned in response and I felt my dick twitching at the sound, him sitting with his thick butt on my growing member wasn't helping...

I took his chin between my fingers and smirked at his hooded eyes and flushed cheeks,
"My little kitty likes it when I play with his tail?".

He looked at me with dazed eyes, his moans got louder as I stroked his tail a little bit harder, his small hands clutching the front of my shirt as he panted above me, his warm breath reaching my face making me excited and soft at the same time.

I squeezed the base of the tail planting a kiss to the side of his mouth silently, Jimin whimpered amd stared at my lips for seconds before bending down and kissing the side of my mouth too, the feeling of his plush plump lips so close to mine made me want to kiss the living lights out of him.

"Yoonie hyung, I feel weird..",
"it's okay honey I know, just let's go take a shower yeah?",

He nodded and pecked my nose smiling with his blushing cheeks bright red,  we got up and went to the bathroom,
"

Oh Yoongi hyung, stops sleeping with your phone in your pockets! That's not good!".
.
"My phone??",
"Yeah it was poking my bum",
I don't have phones in my pocket...the fuck he mea-.....

Shit!!!!